+.lonely girl.+

Yay!my exams are finally, officially over!..so happy nehz..budden the paper lyk quite hard ya?..to me lah..i stupid mah..hmm..nt in a good mood though..someone!!..pls..tok to me..sms, call my hp..watever u want..just tok to me..mood really not good..sob..hmm.. didn’t get scolding frm ms tan today..heng ah..she praised us..lolz!..very long nv kena praised liaos?..hmm..hw I wish..*cannot mention out here*..lolz..suddenly miss frenz a lot..very long nv go out together liaos..haha!..hmm..i want a job..want to work den gt $$..gt jobs must intro me yea?haha..hmm..tml holiday..yay..really duno wat to rite..sumone..tok to me pls..haish..takkaires everyone!

2005-10-24T20:19:00.000+08:00

Oh man..my chinese o lvl cuming in 7 more days time..the strange thing is, I dn really feel scared?or will I onli feel scared during the last min??..wish me luck kz? Must aces it..yea..can make it de..positive thinking..jia you jazz~..ms tan praise us neh!..so happy..feel tt we have more energy in our playing today..thx to all, esp the alumni..still come back to play with us..so good neh..arigato!! yea..mb thurs practice gona change to fri nxt yr lerrs..den mon will be ms tan teaching us..fri will be mr er teaching us..shuqun de conductor..frm my memory, mr er quite fun lah..budden wun affect me much bah, I think..sec 4s le mah..so fast yea..dn bear to return my baby..scared will sob sob neh..love my baby..baby u rocks..meanwhile, gona chiong for the genting competition..must grab the gold medal this time round..jia you~..yea..n nxt yr gona have a concert..fsmb’s very first concert..must jiayou..liddat den we can play all by ourself..quite looking forward to it..budden the songs are hard!!..gt titanic medley,jericho,alvamar overture, Singapore rhapsody, and our famous piece, festa and so on..all those chim-ma-logy de song....mb will join dem, mb wun bah..see first?even if wun, will definitely be audience..heh heh..haha..hope tt by tt time I have no prob le..den will go play with dem~..haha..yea..n wed gt sectionals..must cum yea?jasmine,jean..i want to see ur during the next practice!!!..kkz..must go study for the mock exam tml lerrs..wish me luck..must aces it during 31.10.05..for my Chinese paper..A1..jiayou jazz~~..wan to blow my baby clarinet..arrg..positive thinking..

2005-10-16T15:52:00.000+08:00

band tml..

looking forward to it..oso a bit scared lah

practice hard k ppl?

gambettea

promise someone must jia you de

i'll keep my promise=)

i'll try

let's jiayou together,ppl=)

go fmsb!

2005-10-13T09:12:00.000+08:00

Heh heh..i pon school neh..nw 8.42am, according to my com..soooo shuang man..haha..no lah..is I today no paper ma..tml last paper..woo hOO..just blow my baby just nw..shuang..jes send mt ther parts for 7th nite of july n the song titanic medley lerrs..wa..7th nite is nt tt easy aft all..budden it’s nice!..haha..den wana chiong dis sat..budden hor, think gt work neh? Duno leh..nvm..i chiong on fri..hehe..sian diaox..imagine standing for six hrs outside og asking ppl to hlp u do survey..den must convince dem..me n sb already decided to quit le..wo men bu gan le..so msg Kendrick..ask him whether he still working ma..wana ask him hlp to intro ppl go in de..den he replied “ya……I noe tat u r back this sat..” =s..i was lyk huh..i was suppose to tell u I dn wan work lerrs..budden still must work this sat??!!..haha..budden we weren’t told of the schedule, so see hw things go first ba..i mean we r gg to quit, as for whether still gg dn this sat, see if the schedule has been arranged le ma ba..just nw read thru ppl’s blog..den saw a junior’s blog..i interpret her entry as she wana quit band..haix..duno wat to do la..last tym I oso lyk dat..nt onli me, bt many band members as well, lets hope tt she will make the same decision as most of us, we cum back to band in the end..band is fun..just gib urself tym..and all will be fine..of cz there will be tym wen we kena till sibei jialat..bt..perservences is the key to success..jia you everyone..left ard 19 practices to the competition..gambettea!..make this tym a beautiful one!

2005-10-12T14:52:00.000+08:00

last more paper to go..i duno y, i cnt view my blog frm my com..so just created a new blog, bt duno wan to use it ma..see first ba..mean while, i'll continue to use this blog=)

2005-10-02T09:41:00.000+08:00

hey ppl..duno there is sumthing rong wib my blog link or my com..cnt seems to open up my blog..so think will be changing my link soon..wait patiently for the new link ya, unless my com is okay bt den lerrs..den jiu wun change lorx..lala..gg to botanic garden ltr for the SAF band performance..looking forward to it..aniwae, da jia must gambettea for the examz yea?jia you..

2005-09-25T09:36:00.000+08:00

hur hur..many band concerts cuming up yea..hua yi, yuhua, nanyang, SAF..dotx..my wallet gona have a big hole liao?must faster earn $$..haha..den cn go the band concerts..wa..joe is getting the scores for 7th night of july wor..tt song so damn nice..very very nice..hw nice if we can play for concert yea? simply in lurve wib tt song..joe..must gt clarinet de okie?3rd part..thx..nxt yr cultural nite, play wat song neh?orgen or 7th night ok?..haha..okkiiess, i'm mad =s..lalala~~~

2005-09-24T20:13:00.000+08:00

was supposed to do revision, budden was lyk slacking? must chiong ltr lerrs..duno y, was thinking of him..no one noes this him..it's nt jh..he's out of my mind lerrs..i did it! well, feelings do fade right? or maybe i'm this kind of ppl..watever..duno y, was thinking of him..hw?hw?hw? i don't lyk him..seriously, reali..so dn misunderstood ya?haha..hmm..slacked ytd..played my clarinet..den realised tt my tone was so damn shakey? n it simply sux..arrG..blow till nearly cried out..sob ='( ..nvm..i'll work hard=)..den was listening to band songs..oregon, 7th nite of july, blah blah.. so damn shuang man~den jiu lyk dat lo..watch tv..eat den lights off!..yay..den today wana revise de..nw..haix..my mind is full of things..duno wats wrong with us also..my apology if i have done something rong..sry..den duno hw to teach the sec 2s oso..me n jes having headache ya?..haha..bt luckily, i managed to ask chia li to cum back for the genting competition..make sure u keep ur words ya~..lolx..sorry, this entry is mostly on band again..haha..enjoy reading~

2005-09-21T17:25:00.000+08:00

dearest junior:

i really duno what to say den can inspire u guys to go band..pls treat band beta..i admit my attitude towards band was very bad in the past..alwaes try to pon, dn felt lyk gg, rather go hm slack dan to go band..i make my seniors vomit blood oso..is it a trend, tt my juniors are doing the same things to me?i onli reali lyk band during the period when we keep chiong-ing for syf..kena scolding together,eat together, play together,learn together, even having tutorial lessons together..tt period was fun..aft syf, i dn felt lyk gg band again~~..ms tan was right, we need ppl to inspire us..too bad i'm inspired onli at this time, when i'm in sec 3s..i really enjoying band nowadays, bt i oso wan u guys to enjoy gg to band..even if we were scolded, dn be discouraged..learn the spirit frm unity..practice more..i noe u guys r worried for ur upcoming exams / tests..i noe u guys feel the stress, bt we oso hv our exams..we oso worried, we oso feel the stress, bt band is band, try not to think of it during band time, just think of ur parts..any way, we cnt be thinking of our studies all the time rite? we need to relax oso..i noe, cnt play ur parts is oso very stressful..everyone of us feels the same thing..try to tag along, den practice..seniors will leave one day..i oso rely on my seniors a lot a lot, bt den, dey cnt be alwaes by our side..dey will graduate one day..when seniors ask ur back for sectional, pls dn gib attitude..no matter is blowing or theory..u need fundamental oso de kz?..of coz, i'm nt saying all..onli some. .love band nw..i hope it will last..n u guys oso..jia you ya?grab a gold for the international competiion..let ms tan be at least once proud of our batch, which is gg for the competition..well, no offence to all..=)

2005-09-17T19:36:00.000+08:00

went to work today

OPC..bt nv gt any ups

whatever, have to thx kendric for his hlp..thx wor

dun keep saying sorry to me..it's really not ur fault=)

felix not ard..den we tok more den we work

kena pang seh by client at the last moment

went up to office den run away..wt?

qi si wo lerrs..ye qi si kendric le

aft tt sb jiu go hm lerrs

me n kendric down dere toking toking n still toking

tld me he was shao nu sa shou 3 yrs ago?

den shoot me short!!!!

aft tt we "pa-ga" hao we dn wan work..den jiu tell felix..steady

den jiu go hm lerrs

asked me to tell him if i'm working again

if nt he will be very lonely..he luvs to tok

hahaha..den tld him i deleted his no.lerrs..too bad

den he lyk a bit shocked..sae even if he nt shuai oso dn lyk tt treat him ma

den aft tt he was smiling again..evil smile..sae nvm,coz he gt my no..-.-"

den i sae i will reply i duno u..bad hor?

haha..see first ba?

me n sb may be gg back, may not be gg back lerrs

we find tt flyer easier..bt every jobs has gt its pros n cons

so we'll see hw first ba..think still will be gg back ba..

tt's all..hao lei wor..nite nite everyone

2005-09-14T14:31:00.000+08:00

suddenly so in lub with saf central band..they rox man..work hard work hard..nxt time sign on..haha..cn i?!

2005-09-10T08:21:00.000+08:00

SAF band..pro..pro till i bwg..first time reading jericho still cn play so well..2nd time playing 7th nith of july still so perfect..mi leh..play 3 times liao still cn gt lose..haiyo..**we tok mostly is concerning the parts de..he teaching me the alternate keys n fingering all dose..it's dn lyk wat u guys think**..explain till so sian liao..bleazz..hope today cn gt ups ba..hao lei worx..hang on jazz~~..SAF band rox ah!

2005-09-08T10:09:00.000+08:00

today nv work

yay..a bit scared of work..or izzt a lot?

dunch noe..just dn want to be rejected by others

c'mon it's just a survey

ltr gone go band

wonder wats gg to happen

hope all will be fine?

all the best to xw n sb

Da Mo Shen Yi

get more ups for felix yea?

a big thx to all my client

lurbe all u guys/gals =)

2005-09-07T22:06:00.000+08:00

<心痛>
曲: 许环良
词: 林秋离
你总是这样说我
像一颗不容易溶化的糖果
带我见你的朋友
又很得意地埋怨我沈默
你追问我的行踪
你在乎我的举动
哄得我泪眼迷蒙
做些事情让我被感动
望著你突然一阵心痛
一次又一次任那感情放纵
你的脆弱让我走不开
你的依赖所以我存在
想著你还是想到心痛
期待我做的将来你都会懂
有一天真如我
有一天
但愿我还在你记忆中

..i'm holding on..will it be just a dream?i'm missing him so much..

2005-09-07T09:50:00.000+08:00

just went looking back at my post..wa..sat i so happy, cn gt 2 client, tue i so sad lerrs..haix..just now was thinking of the work ltr on..den suddenly was lyk sobbing..='(..duno y also..felix nv blame us, bt we seems to put the blame on ourself..lyk he has to fork out our pay if we cnt get ani ups for him..yupps, our basic pay is frm his commission derrs..duno duno duno..*must think in a positive way..must think in a positive way*..must hlp him..must hlp him..but r we hlping him or did we hai le ta??..today will be a better day..at least 1 ups..yesh..wun hai ta de..today will be a better day

2005-09-06T21:15:00.000+08:00

nw feeling so guilty..hw?hw?hw?so bad..*dn wana break down*dun wan..

2005-09-03T20:23:00.000+08:00

hmm..off work lerrs..nw was so damn high! haha..gt 2 client today..one is felix hlp me gt de..he so good ya, let us earn the commission..bt aniwae, we have decided that we'll use the commission to buy something for him on his birthday this month..lalala..he so good nor, gib us 2 break..lyk 2 hrs leh..haha..bt oso very tiring la..sort of cry today? kena rejected till si bei jia lat..lalala..den felix tld me to work hard..haha..coz he noe i very gei sim liao..haha..den aft tt he gib me break..den we play cards..haha..play still gt $$ de leh!..haha..den aft tt felix hlp me gt client..den take cab to the office..den claim frm office..haha..den cn waste time oso..shuang..haha..den gt a client myself..den bring him to office lorx..den felix gib break..so wen me n xw came back, we oso gt break!!..haha..den jiu break till off work..took cab back to orchard..wa..shuang..den felix say us cor him felix kor kor -.-"..dn cor hum felix uncle..haha..bt we normali just cor him felix nia..haha..so fun today..yea..nitez nitez everyone..ya, gt a great news..mum let me works on fri aft sch reopen..so shuang..sat n sun think cnt ba..bt i will be at least every week?haha..yea..lalala..

2005-09-01T09:22:00.000+08:00

woo hoo..today holiday wor..thx to teachers' day..ltr gt training..suddenly dn felt lyk gg lerrs..lolx..just nw went to check email..den saw one is 'congratulations, u hv won an i pod mini mp3'..den suddenly was so happy..tot is real de..cz i gt take part in survey,den cn win mp3 de..budden is i pod shuffle, not i pod mini la..kena fooled early in the morning..bwg..i too stupid lerrs..zzZzz..there's no free lunch in this world..so better work hard for my mp3..lolx..

had an dream last nite..dreamt of *him* hugging me..was soo sweet..budden hor, the *him* is not i lyk de leh..not at all nor..so dotx rite?den still rmb i was trying to free myself frm his arm..den he dun wana let go..his cheek still touches mine..so disgusting..i mean for sumone i dn lyk la..kkz..stop laughing..ppl say tt if u sae out ur dreams means dun wan it to cum true?..so let me be superstitious for a while..well, i've sae out my dream lerrs, so IT WILL NOT COME TRUE..yea!lalala..dn ask me hu is him, coz i wun sae out de yea..lalala..nonono..it's just a dream, juz a dream..

2005-08-31T16:02:00.000+08:00

_____resummitted_____

lalala..nw so shuang man..all thx to teachers' day..lalala..hmm..lyk today's concert..very nice~~..esp the talent quest n the video clip..wa..soo nice..apa!..oops..tt's mr lee's pet word..lalala..den the standard for solo oso quite high..generally la..好羡慕 mei qing worx..her vocal so good..singing oso very very nice..so nice till i bwg..how i wish i could sing
tt well too..haiz..forget it..think beta dn dream lerrs..lolx..duet of ms haiza n mr ben lim..woO hOo..is there......haha..ni la..i crapping onli la..haha..generally the concert still considered nice..bt then hor, wa..i take my hats of the sec 1s..mr go haben dismiss us they jiu carry bag n go liaos..pengz ah..we more guai yea?lolx..okkiies la..nt all the sec 1s la..bt a lot onli ma..oops..i'm not shooting dem..muhaha..aft that went to look for xw dey all den go hm lerrs..saw my pri sch frenz,bt i nv go back..lalala..i noe i very bad la hor..bt i oso nt very close to my pri sch frenz ma..go back lyk very extra..haha..den on my way hm saw a dunearn gal holding on to a i weekly..woo hoo..is junyang hugging candyce worx!!..haha..den go buy norx..wa..the pic gt jy kissing candyce n vice versa de wor..oso gt weilian n kelly la..derrick [weijian] de oso hv wor..jy n derrick so shuai nor..must go buy..haha..den jiu lyk dat nor..tc everyone..hope tt my training tml will be a success yea?tc everyone n a happy teachers' day to all teachers..=)

2005-08-31T14:09:00.000+08:00

haha..nth much to update lah..just hope tt tml's training will be a success..think make mq sorta piss up today..play her n ** ****..oops..du bui qi ah..oh ya, must go buy i weekly..shiok ah..den if i'm nt rong,this week gt 2 different cover pg..one is weilian wib kellt de, one is junyang with candyce de..so dn buy rongly ah..see carefully first ya..haha..i brought the one wib junyang n candyce de..woo..gt a foto is jy kiss candyce de..another one is candyce kiss jy de..shiok ah..i wana go seeeeeee liaos..haha..rmb to gt a copy too..jy shuai!

2005-08-28T19:58:00.000+08:00

lalala..updating my blog again..waaa..today sunday liao!! piangz..so fast..bt this weekend i reali enjoy myself..rot on fri n sat till sibei shuang..today went to town..shiok ah..no worries~~...lalala..haix..just nw mum and dad quarrelled again..sian man..nvm..nxt wk i working..i will see nth n hear nth..lolx=)..think by tt time dey shld b okay le ba..hope so nor..i no reaction oso la..lyk i xi guan liao..

went to somerset with xw..for her interview..went wib sb..bt den think felix busy la, so nv see xw nor..xw must be quite sad yea?=p..haha..gt chance one..lolx..den we fool felix..he tld xw to cum training wib me n sb on fri..den xw cnt..gt the cca council stuff..so tell felix..arranged for thur..den felix replied "see you on 1.45"..sumting lyk dat??..haha..den we very hapi..cz cn go training together ma..den was happily chatting..den,suddenly i realised thur gt project superstar!!!!!..den very gan chiong..cz dn wana miss it ma..den faster ask xw sms felix..be truth..tell him we wana watch superstar [we pro ah?sae this to employer?!]..haha..den he sae onli training..so think wun affect dao superstar..song le yi kou qi..wosh..haha..den lyk dat nor..b4 dat we went to the heeren..went action city..xw brought pressie for cher..den went cini leisure?[ps la..duno hw to spell..mountain turtle ma] makan..went kfc..wa..was so damn full..yummy yummu yam yam..den went shop shop..went takashimaya to shop..den went hm..nw i sorta feeling uncomfortable..very sleepy..hao mei yong wor..haha..haha..and a big thx to mei qin for hlping me burn ah..*rmb hor if not..*[evil grin]..lolx..thx ah..yea..if mq is joining us jiu beta ah..bt she dn dare..must be brave mq..haha..kkz..tc everyone..sch tml lerrs..sian man..lalala..ren.. 1 more wk jiu holidae lerrs..though the holidae is worse den sch daes =x..at least gt sumdae cn slp till ltr la..yao ren worx..tc everyone..dn fall sick..lyk me..lolx..=)

2005-08-27T18:26:00.000+08:00

hey..back to update my bloggie lerrs..went to look at news for project superstar..den no new de..nowadays gt crazy over jy n derrick..esp jy ..rite, came across one of the superstar, Ruth de blog..http://ruthiechua.blogspot.com..bt i duno whether it's reali hers a nt la..cn go take a look nor..ya..spent the day rotting at hm..bt very shuang..it has been two weeks since i cn finali rot w/o worries lerrs..den nxt wk oso must work lerrs..holiday ma..11-7..yea..long hrs...bt for $ sake..ren la..haha..at somerset..so if see me or sb must cum up to us hor..haha..den nth much heppened la..was totali crazy abt project superstar..den no mood swing this wk? haha..yea..hao qi dai 1.9.05..haha..rite guys?..jy and xin huey will be singing solo worx..derrick n other superstars will be dere too worx..arrrrrr *faint liaos*..haha..dey shuai dao bwg..lolx..well, okkiies, i'm just being mad..lolx..wat to sae..must enjoy..den must start revision for EYE lerrs..hmmm..tt's it lerrs..tc everyone..*huggies*

****impt****

anione hu noes hw to play piano, can teach mii??pls..haha..

2005-08-24T16:59:00.000+08:00

Yoz ppl..i’m back..nv update for past days bcoz for common test..finali ao guo lerrs..common test hao xin ku worx..yeah, so hapi finali over lerrs..study dao almost break down..actuali gt larrs..cz du bu dong..den chatted wib him..tld him wana fall dn lerrs..he told me to stand tall no matter wat..bt hey,dn misunderstood..there’s nth between us..gt back almost all paper lerrs..wa..wan to cry ah..so far oledi fail 2 liaos..bwg..sad lo..wat to sae..and tt does not include a maths norx..nw fall in love wib xin tong lerrs..so nice norx..wa..lub it man..gt free time rmb go listen..practically I lub a lot of song sang by those superstar de contestant..esp junyang..must support him all the way yea..junyang rox..stop here lerrs..nw have to go rite testimonial liaos..tada everyone..takkaire =)

2005-08-12T16:47:00.000+08:00

hmm..last day of this week lerrs..hoOray..though we onli had sch for 2 days [thx to national day den we got this break] , budden reali beri tired lerrs..want to sleep..lolx..today change the sitting arrangement again liaos..common test ma..sian norz..now i reali like my place den want to change..zzz..haha..currently sitting with freddy, with joseph n loretta behind mii..we four always crap de..lolx..actuali tot i will be a dumb this term de..budden dun have..was very fun this term..we crapped a lot..talk abt project superstar, scold teachers together, eat sweet during lessons,copy test etc..hmm..aft common test jiu change sitting arrangement lerrs..hope that ms chua dun change larx..bt it's impossible..haha..wen mrs bala is teaching today, we were toking n eating sweet..lolx..during our form teacher lesson nehz..haha..aft that jiu rearrange tables le..first time freddy take the initiative to say bb to me worx..so shocked, haha..i noe..he wants me to faster shoo..lolx..i anihw guess de larx..nxt week jiu shi common test liaos..sianz..arrg..haha..tc everyone..revise hard..n lastly, a big sry to sb..

2005-08-07T17:58:00.000+08:00

hmm..today a bit sad sad de..juz came back frm moi ah ma hse..stay at her hse since fri..den actuali wan to stay till wed de..since holidae ma..bt bcoz of the sch tml larx..tupiid de..-.-"..den very she bu de her..well, my relationship wib her very good de..bcoz i was staying wib her wen i'm young ma..den very relax norx..cn do watever i lyk/i want..haix..alright..
currently looking for a midi..lyk dat music very the much..it's play on the young leader's dae de..den oso the background music, or watever it's called..for the new series on channel 5..is abt a pair of sis who met up onli aft 40 yrs, i think..the music is sad sad de..very beri nice..anione hu noes that pls tell me the title k?thx..a lot of things happened lately..was so busy..finali gt the break..thx to national day..hmm..was working ytd, den saw shandy wib her frenz n shawn..liew..was so damn pai seh norx..haix..no motivations to study nowadaes..hw?anione pls gib me the motivation to study..muz do well for moi common test..i cnt afford to flunk more subjects..is upper sec life reali dat busy? or issit dat i'm making myself busy nia??..haha..okkiies..mani thing is still bothering me..my chem wkst..band..chia li..chia li leaving band le..i cnt sae wat happen..though i respect her decision,i haber sae much except to keep asking her to re-consider..laz time she sae she wans to quit kena scold till si bei jia lat..by me..this time i cnt blame her..duno hu did it, but the truth will be out one day=)..kk..hope i didn't reveal much..onli the sec 3s and 1 or 2 sec 2s noe it..watever it is, i hope she will cum back..3rd clar need her..i need her..kk..think very long le bax..hapi national dae to s'pore, and to all..*miss ah ma lots lots lots nw..lurbe euu*

2005-07-24T18:00:00.000+08:00

life has to carry on..hmm..xw n sb juz left moi hse..leaving me a pile of mess to clear up for dem..good ar u two..lolz..xw..wake me up at 8.30 am today!!piang..mii still wana zzz de..spoil my beautiful Sunday morning..den go went back to zzz again after waking mii up..-.-..she stayed at my hse last night..den this morning we pia hmwk norx..bt ended up having a feast at moi room again..haha..ok larx..so far now onli left wib maths..ltr practice my instrument and there gone my Sunday again..damn freak fast norx..nxt time muz propose four days wk jiu hao..agree?lolx..k..i’m juz dreaming.
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23.7.05

hmMm..planned to clear up moi room today..was so determined..den suddenly my bro ask mii wan go ndp preview ma..haha..den I go nor..ask sb go wib me..she cnt..ask xw go..she sae ok..den wait n wait..den finali go meet here..den suddenly rain again!den she dun wana go lers..so I ask others go wib me..sq nt free..xp cnt..den ask shawn..yay..he cn go..go meet him n city hall..mii wearing red he wearing white..haha..so we proceed dere..duno hw to go, so follow the red ppl..haha..den finali reach le..go in..collect fun pack n go in..shawn sat beside a chio bu..wana tok to her bt dare nt..-.-..den the show a while jiu start liao..combined band..choir..den start to march in..love the parade..so nice..den aeroplanes fly in..nice..bt loud..den gt all those tankers..duno wats dat call la..sooo boring..haha..cz I nt interested in tt stuff ma..den finaligt performance liao..nt bad la..loves the fireworks and this yr’s theme song..the firework nice worx!..aft tt jiu go hm liao..actuali tld shawn I would be gg to shop ard wib him de..budden received an sms frm xw earlier on..sae wan to cum my hse overnite..bt ppl *aherm*..so mi n shawn go pick her up norx..shawn oso wans cum my hse..bt it’s definitely a nonono..reach jp interchange dere le saw a few of our sch’s scout..dey took part in ndp ma..saw me n shawn together..tot we were an item..so diaox lorx..den jiu go pick xw liao..den take cab to sch dere..go 7-11 buy stuff den jiu go my hse liao..she do her cousework den I wana zzzz…den tok tok tok..use her hp msg others..haha..sooo fun..den pian eeyore to gib her emo-icons?..haha..den tok tok tok..went to be data rd 1am lyk dat bax..n horx..xw, I cnt promise u the ting..reali cnt..it takes 2 hands to clap..i will try, bt no swear=c..tada..

2005-07-22T23:08:00.000+08:00

now den i realise wo hao shi bai..i duno how to clear the mess tt i created..i duno..i reali duno..so helpless..soo sad..till i break down..ya..i noe it's very funi,i created all dose n i broke down?!..still have to fake a smile in sch..hw i wish i cn have all my frenz wib me now..i duno it will turn out to be dis way..wat to do? something cannot be forgotten as easy as you think..p.s.i'm not shooting anione..quote it frm mq's nick..nice?i noe i cnt expect others to forget things oso..have to be responsible for my actions..dere r just sumtings tt i cnt sae out here..wat a failure i am..if i'm reali so suxing/irritating/irresponsible..let me noe..bt i guess a leopard will nv change it's spot..and the leopard is me..i apologise for publishing this entry..hope i'll be back to normal soon..

2005-07-21T19:34:00.000+08:00

i noe i sux,my everything sux,i'm not responsible..i'm worse dan a sec 1s..i'm nt good enough to be sec 3s..i dn care abt ani other things else..ya..i'm this type of person..i onli think of moiself..i noe u have ur anger,i hv my own anger too..watever i tell u, u juz think dat as an excuse..bt that's reali my reasons..u dn believe it..there's reali nth i cn do..ya, i'm reali rebelious..i sux to the core..i took the initiative to msg u bt it had becum worse..perhaps i shld listen to others, reali let it be..it had oledi exist..u dn believe i bring the pe is bcz of it..u dn believe my reasons for practising in the class rm..i had already admit that it's my fault for nt changing..i juz sae told u that u r a bit harsh in ur attitude, bt i nv sae ur attitude sux..u dn believe tt i dn have the intention for not running..yaya..i'm reali not responsible enuff..i dn take the effort to change..i reali duno wat to do liao..who cn tell me..leave the section to me n liping? bt we nv even have the intention to snatch the position wib you norx..even if ms lai cum n finds me for wat had happened..i oso just have my reasons to tell her, because i noe myself that those are not excuses..even if no ones choose to believe, at least i noe i still have li ping n chia li to believe me..i noe i sux, my everything sux, bt at least i had tried to do my part well to be a senior__depressing gal__so tired___

2005-07-15T18:06:00.000+08:00

haha..though i sae think wun be updating this wk le, bt i'm still back..lolx!..just took my o lvl listening compre juz nw..liew..sum damn tricky..tic-kam de..haha..hope cn be correct..jes was slping during the listening compre?bt today reali tired nehz..reach hm at abt 12am today?den slp at ard 12.45am..haha..went for the band concert ma..den ends at abt 10++..sianz..the concert nt very nice though..a lot of ppl fell asleep norx..other sch de..our school de oso hv..bt nt me norx..mii so guai..haha..no larx, is the ppl keep standing beside mii..mii sitting at the corner ma..wan slp oso cnt=s..ask a lot of ppl hw's da concert..all tell me it's boring..haha..mii too felt tt larx..lalala~~~so today very tired norx..no time to revise ss sumore..zzz..mrs bala scolded us today..partly our fault?bt we oso no choice ma..think we reali wan to sacrifice study for band meh?i mean..aiya..dn wan to talk abt it liao..clar de..this sun meet at je bus no 105 dere at 3..cn bring ur own tibits..tada..

2005-07-11T19:55:00.000+08:00

woO hoO..this week gona be a damn busy..tml gt a maths retest..pass oso muz take zzZz..den tml oso gt O lvl oral..x..wish me luck yeah?wed gt chinese revision test..for O lvl..thurs gt A maths test..fri gt ss test..sat gt band exchange with a hong kong band whose standard= SSO..stress!!! after dat gt performance at harbour front..sun gt band festa..aRRg..so busy..den nxt wk so far gt 4 tests confirmed de..haha..busy..lolx..hmMm..ms tan naber cum band today..den mr rafet conduct..jap 5 nt good yet..den gt a new song..5-6 pgs long worx..i see the parts oledi wan to faint liao..haha..think better stop here first..go do my hmwk liao..haha..think wun be updating this week le bax..or mb just update abt the exchange n performance onli bax?haha..pray that the performance this sat will be a success..*band members ( syf grp), the syf foto horx, cn order le, bt unfortunately, this yr there is no selling of the recording, however, ONE cd will be given to each school, provided tt every member MUST purchase the $14 syf foto..ani single member hu buy the $5/$9 foto, then the cd will nt be given to the school animore, so everyone, u guys r encouraged to buy the $14 foto..so tt cn at least gt the cd den burn ma..lolx..n gambettea for the cuming events*

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2005-07-07T19:52:00.000+08:00

Update le..hmm..this wk lyk very kuai jiu yao end..wow..nxt wk lotsa test..sian..maths n Chinese same day AGAIN..haix..this wk gt sum prob..bt okie le..no prob liao=)..hmm..den er..just update today ya..today gt band..was pissed up one junior..bt wun sae hu larx..hope will change de attitude norx..den play song..loves ross roy..lolz..now den I realize dat actuali we were nt close to the sec 1s oso..failure..haha..i mean mii larx..actuali wana have a stronger bond with dem de..bt still nv make it..haix.. nw I oso hv the can’t be bothered attitude liao..*slap slap*..muz change,muz change..bt sum things is juz beyond my control..rite? bt luckily still gt chia li n liping,Amanda,jingwen n mei yin..loves dem lots..tada =)

2005-07-01T18:46:00.000+08:00

heyy..haha..blogging again..wen's my last entry?cnt rmb le..quite long ago le?haha..hmMm..nw finali is fri le worx!!so so happy nehz..finali ao dao today le..haha..hapi hapi..cnt slp lyk pig again tomoro..so hapi..hehe..let me think wat happened arx..go school..ms chua changed seating position again..put me beside freddy..i was lyk huh?y put me beside a guy AGAIN..den i object..bt was no use..okay lorx..be a ya ba for one more term norx..hlp we cnt reali reali break the silence asap..haha..den blah blah..aft sch go do touch up for project..den go xw dey all..pei sm go laminate tings..den go buy bubble tea n bread..my lunch..hehe..den go chat..den play..sorix larx..lazi to rite..was playing lyk mad today..we no ball to play..den use our shoes to play..barefooted..haha..was soooo fun..love u guys lots lots..n lastly, hapi youth dae to all..esp to that young giraffe hu saes me ungrateful..hapi advance youth dae..

2005-06-24T21:42:00.000+08:00

wat the..type so long liao den disappear..guess is heaven dn wan to let me scold her in 'public' bax..shuan le..haix..miss my ah ma lots lots lots now..my ah ma rox my world 4eva n eva..yeah..haix..zao zhi dao i tml dem cum back..miss her soooo much nw..ah ma rox my world..suddenly lyk miss all my frenz..miss xw,mq,sb,paul,kk,sk,rc,hassan etc..hw i wish they were by moi side right now in this moment..miss ah ma..miss dem..miss all of u guys..hmmMm..let me tok abt the 2C'04 bbq nw..

xx 22.06.05 /23.06.05 xx

went up early in the morning..went to meet xw,sb n mq to do last min shopping..hehe..ask dem to sum earlier,bt end up i late..lolx..bt i'm utterly nt sori =s..hehe..learn frm xw de..den walk to giant..shop shop shop..haha..go in no bags,came out wib abt 7 bags lyk dat..lolx..den xw n sb went hm to take stuff..bt ended up buying more stuff..den me n mq waited for dem je mrt dere..2 hrs lehz!..haha..wait n wait n wait..finali cum back liao..den da others oso cum slowly le..haha..den wait norx..wait for soe min for the tent..wait n wait n wait..den finali decided nt to wait le den he came..lolx..den off we go le..the guys make the gals take all the things..they gd arx..took 197..the journey took us 1+ more hrs..was crapping in the bus..haha..crap n crap n crap..finali reach le..haha..den we walk to e.c.p norx..found our bbq pit..den put all the things down..hlp a bit den go play wib water le..lolx..nice nice..bt oso play a while nia larx..lyk em 10+ mins? haha..den went back to hlp hassan n paul wib the bbq tingy norx..den aft tt cn bbq le..cor the rest back..haha..den we start le..yum yum..den eat norx..guys bbq..we eat..hehe..den aft tt go play play..wat we do arx?oh ya..play game..heart attack..murderer..tai di..den some of them go cycling le..blah blah blah..den we clear up the mess norx..haha..den aft tt the guys all disappear lia..some go fishing,sum go cycling..den left the gals nia..we scare scare..hide in tent..we n mq were holding a knife each in our hand..cz we scare ma..n we sitting nearest to the tent..lolx..nw tink back we lyk very hao xiao..haha..bt at dat time reali is scary norx..is lyk 12+ liao?den we were at area c..ulu ulu place..cz most were at area b..at dat time is totali no other ppl camping dere norx..haha..den very scare..finali finali the guys came back..paul,kk n hassan..those hu went for cycling still enjoying demselves..lolx..den dat time xw tired le..she was lying down with a towel over her face..den we lied to the guys the she was crying,cz very scary..lolx..n they believed it norx..so damn funi..den dey all say if we wan they to cum back to pei us we cn alwaes sms or cor them to cum back de ma..i was lyk so touched norx..hao gan dong..i didn't expect this ans frm all 3 of dem norx..*touched*..den the cycling gang came back aft a while..den we crowd together n say ghost story n crap..haha..with the guys lyk time passed quite fast..haa..den we wana go to the toilet at abt 4+..haha..den the gals go norx..luckily the nac is 24 hrs de..haha..den suddenly paul,kk,sk were behind us..they pei us worx..soo good nehz..haa..den very suay..go mac,the toilet cnt go..washing in progress..diaox..den we went further down for the toilet..very far down norx..haha..is the guys hlp us find de..hehe..den aft tt we go norx..hehe..den go back le..dey offered us the bike..cz reali very far ma..bt we dn wan norx..hehe..den ask the guys to go back first..bt they nv..haha..den aft tt wen nearly reach le paul n sk go back first..kk were still behind us..hehe..so touched..den realise dat it was oledi 5.45 liao..we took 1+ hr to go toilet..dotx..den da guys hv to go le..gt ncc,scouts,tuition etc..den gals hurry up chiong to the tent to orh orh..wonder hw the guys survived w/o slping throughout the nite..dlp at 6..waky up at 7..clear up everything..went for breakfast den aft tt went back return the bike..den went to take bus..was slping in the bus..tired..den went hm jiu slp liao..frm 11+ slp till 3+..den slp frm 6+ again..den wake up..slp frm 10 all the wae to 9 this morning..haha..abt it le..reali very fun..hehe..2C'04 rox..

2005-06-14T13:52:00.000+08:00

haiz..sian..com so slow..plangz..nw com sumore..aRRg..nw uploading foto..hmMm..lotsa things happened lately..didn't have the chance to update nehz..hmMm..ytd gt band..played ross roy,phantom,fate of the god,sousa,n etc..played wib the sec 1s..haa..find some of the r soo cute..haha..den they nt scared of seniors de..den we tok lyk we have known each other for very long liao norx..haha..bt gt a gal keep looking at me de?haha..because..of her laogong..bt i beri yuan wang..i wasn't sitting beside his laogong norx..same section of cz will tok wan ma..haha..den we were lyk complaining to his laogong..lolx!..was quite funi larx..got 2 complimentary tics to sentosa..balloon hat de..lalala..mb gg wib the sec 1s bax?duno..see first norx..lolx..haha..n hope chia li will gt out of the sadness soon..i'll pray for u..

2005-06-07T14:04:00.000+08:00

hmMm..long time nv update le..sumthing cropped up at hm, so was staying ar grandma hse..close frenz will noe wat happen norx..lolx..nw in sch..wa..so daring sia rite..haha..just read xw's blog..haix..sumtime I reali wonder,if god wana take away close ones frm us,y do they,in the first place, wan to gib dem to us rite?haix..xiaowei..brace up yeah?i've been thru this stage..he will forever be in ur heart, I believe..if u need me,I'll just be around..24/7..

2005-05-31T18:59:00.000+08:00

Hehe..updating moi blog..lalala..hmMm..lotsa things happened ytd..
29/5/05

had a quarrel wib moi bro ytd morning..damn fuc*ing norx..dn want to elaborate,coz my qi still haben siao..lolx..cnt stand it le,den go look for xiaowei dey all at the stall..lolx..wana go for job interview at somerset ltr ma..haha..den they won the third prize..wOo hOo..congrates nehz..FHS de the other team,swift passion won the champion title..woW..so good..what reali touch me is that both teams will be donating deir cash prizes of $200 n $600 respectively to the needly ppl in our school..gdgd..so you ai xin..n the ppl in swift passion lyk damn friendly?haha..aniwae congrates to fhs..worx..
haha..den aft tt me,xw n sb go to mac to return uni..saw "her"..den we all agree on things abt "her"..lolx..ps arx..cnt say out here..lolx..n 1 bad thing is,we called the new manager olinda?..lolx..bad rite..lolx..den aft tt is 4.30++ le..den called the wei hao..den go somerset norx..on our way to somerset, saw a guy hu looks lyk jb..lolx..den tell xw n sb..bt it’s nt larx..lolx..den xw say the other guy looks lyk the pe teacher in our school..mr krusni? Duno hw to spell..psps=P..lolx..den guess wat,it’s reali him norx..den we were laughing lyk nobody’s business in the bus..it was so damn funi lorx..haha..den nw reali go somerset le..lolx..this time we found the place..the OUB building..lolx..budden when we go up rite,we duno where to go le..haha..cz there’s em..2 doors?den duno wan to go which one..lolx..sumore the ppl all so formal de..gals all make up..guys all where xi quang..lolx..pa pa..den duno where to go..lolx..so decided to go take neo prints instead..lolx..went into the hereen?go take neoprints..lolx..i very sua ku..lolx..design the foto quickly..den guess wat happen?u cn design dao sian arx..n we spent abt 1 hr decorating the foto..haha..end up we design le nt happi den erase n decorate again lolx..so fun nehz..lolx..budden the first set of foto, I didn’t turn out to be nice..lolx..den go take again..haha..this time I take off my specs..haha..den turn out to be nicer..heng arx..cz I was lyk..huh?i cnt see..haha..den luckily still not bad..will upload the foto into frenzster mb 2 days ltr?lolx..so gd..we also spent abt 1h decorating the foto norx..haha..end up we spent abt 2 hrs+ to just decorating the 2 sets of foto norx..haha..den look at the time..waaa ard 7.30 liao..den go hm norx..den still gt ppl ask us where’s the Robinson sale..i was lyk diao..i dn cum here every week de..hw I noe?lolx..den tell dem nt sure too den walk away le..den we walk to the mrt station norx..was crapping..lolx..den reach hm at abt 8.30+ le..bath den orh orh le..tired..lolx..*As we go on, we rmb, all the times we have together..*

2005-05-28T09:38:00.000+08:00

Gt back moi report book le..damn fu***** result norx..den cried over spilled milk again..cn onli hv myself to blame..for not working hard enuff..haix..reali reali must buck up le..just nw told mama dat I wana change class..meaning change subject com..den she say if I wan to change jiu change loh..shld I change?or gib myself another chance till the end of the yr?bt I reali reali dn wana drop any subject at the end of the yr,esp physics..hao pa..haix..aniway today xiaowei dey all will be selling things at blk 421?at jurong west..1pm-5pm..go support dem..wish dem all the best….*depressed gal*

2005-05-24T15:47:00.000+08:00

pang seh junior today..feel so bad..nahz..i'm just joking..haha..seriously..lolx..wat a bad senior i am..lolx..today very slack arx..cz gt duno 10 or 11 ppl go OBS..2 absent..den da class population was lyk xiao mao lian san zhi..haha..no larx..gt 31 ppl left?bt nt used to it norx..maths lesson was simply doing some revision q..sad arx..aft exam liao still..bleahz..haha..oh ya..beta announce to the whole world..i remove iweb le..dn complain to me le..wo shi wu ku de..lolx..no larx no larx..juz kidding..nw this song is forbidden love..nice?lolx..continue to where i stop..er..ya..den eng was watching movie norx..ms chua rox..yeah..den aft tt go find buddies for recess..yay..my onli time wib dem today..haha..miss dem lots..u guys rox..bt dere seems to be sumting wrong wib xw today?haha..nvm..mb is i too sensitive liao..haha..aniway muz take care ya?dn get too stressed up over the InE tingy..yeah..lolx..naggy ah ma..bt it's all for ur own gd=P..haha..hao le hao le..reali ish naggy ah ma liao..bt gt a request to piglet n eeyore..dn show off ur hair infront of me!!!..haha..guess others duno wat i'm toking?it's within us..lolx!..den aft tt is eggy's lesson..geog..OmG..haha..den just copy n copy n copy..den she wana teach new chpt. nxt lesson..we say lyk dat obs de ppl will miss out..she say ask dem study demself..den me n han xiang was lyk huh?jia lat liao..haha..aft dat was mt..muz lang du..heng arx..over liao..den aft tt is physics..wa lao..i damn malu during phy today..zZz..mei lian jian ren liao..we r doing experiment ma..den muz measure the height of water in cubic CM..den i go use ruler happily measure..den mr lee ask me y i use ruler measure..the measuring cylinder oledi gt the no. dere liao..den i say tt's in mm ma..guess wat?it's dat same..he sae first time gt ppl lyk dat..oMg..felt lyk digging a hole n hid nehz..dui lian arx..aRrG..well..tt's me in phy..wat to do?haha..actuali is i always nv pay attention during lower sec sci experiment time,tt's y i nw so gong..hao hou hui..

2005-05-21T16:56:00.000+08:00

today gt band norx..frm 9-1..for the balloon hat on 5.6.05..at sentosa..cn cum support us orh..it's sum sort of a charity lai de..haix..make ms tan damn pek again..saddx..came to sch at ard 8.20 lai dat..cz wana lend juniors my parts to photocopy..budden deir attitude towards band is si be jia lai..i must say..of cz is nt all larx..just sum,bt i dn wana say the out the person's/persons' name..for goodness sake..pls change..

today play all the songs lyk sai lyk dat..haix..back to normal self..the bad band..ms tan say we lyk funeral band..soo saddx..haix..nt a single song is nice..wat to do..i reali duno wat to do..just hope the a few more practices n our standard will be back to the syf's standard..we must think lyk gold band n blow lyk gold band..chun meng hlped us today..xie xie..hope dat we will nt make ms tan or ani conductor angry again..everyone must jia yOu worx..*perservance is da key to success*..wib or w/o seniors we oso cn do it de rite?jia you..lastly wana thx liping for da cd..thx a lot..

2005-05-18T18:24:00.000+08:00

seems lyk very long nv update le horx?hmMm..change com le..finali..brought compact de..bt nw still using old com to upload dis entry, cz new com nt fuli ok yet..oh ya, btw, anyone gt the cd to install the microsoft word,powerpoint all dat de horx, pls lend it to me ya..cz my new com dn hv dat..thx..gt back all the results le..sai..dat's all i cnt say..utterly disappointed wib myself n my performance for this term..it's all shit..*slap slap*..must reali wake up le..if nt u guys cn see me in 3C again nxt yr le..i'm so scared..reali norx..haix..dn mention abt it le larx..haix..
today gt sec 1 band..jes cnt go..liping duno bax..so i go lorx..bt nv hlp the sec 1s larx..me meng kui,joline,kee hong wana sectional together..haha..bt i end up playing wib chun meng..he's nt dat scary too..haha..i blow my first few notes den he say my tone improved a lot..very nice..den i gib him da 'sure a not' face..haha..sort of dn believe?haha..den went 3C for sectional..played quite a lot of songs wib him today..haha..bt nv complete larx..sum here n dere..he teach me dose dat i duno norx..hehe..thx..he wants me to blow 1st clarinet..haha..den i was lyk 'wo bu shi 1st de'..haha..sure qi si ta le..lolx..today fun norx..haha..nv regret staying back today..haha..thx..he will be joining us for balloon hat..wee wee..gt senior to hlp le..stephanie n liyana will not bt joining us for genting com n balloon hat..sad..hope dat they will change their mind..i wan back the syf grp!!!!

2005-05-15T19:33:00.000+08:00

hoho..it has been 2 weeks since i have updated moi blog nehz..lolx..time does flies..hmMm..today stay at hm very sian..den jio tigger n xw go jp..mq cnt make it..den xw suddenly dn wan..den tigger gt blister..den dn wan..haha..bt in the end i had managed to drag xw along..waited soooOOOoo long for her..and she's utterly not sorry?!..lolx..nvm..she's lyk dat one =P..haha..den wat we do nehz?oh ya..ask her pei me go loOk at com..gona buy either tml or tue..bt tml gt band ma..will end at rather late lorx..so shld be tue bax?hmMm..duno nekz..gona buy the acer or compact de?haha..nv take note oso..haha..yay..finali no thing will tempt me to see..u noe wat..bt i nv see lorx..i swear..though i was tempted to larx..lolx..den aft tt go er..mac buy fries?haha..seems lyk i love mac more n more.. lolx..nonono..cnt always eat mac..will grow pang pang..wo pa pa..cnt muz contr0l le..lolx..den er..den go buy oxy..haha..den aft tt go up again..watch shi fen shi quan shi mei..haha..chu ming so sHuai..haha..k..i'm not fa chun..haha..hmMm..den today discovered dat mq,xw n tigger all feel dat i lyk *him* bcz he look dat tt other guy..bt pls lorx..i lyk him for wat he is..nt bcz he looks him dat other guy..though dey quite look alike larx..nonono..haha..hao larx..lazy to blog liao..lazy to go back sch tml..full day neh..ARRG.....haha..k..tata..*band members..even though seniors have left us..bt we still cn maintain the standard de rite?gambette..jIa yoU..dn let others down..*

2005-05-01T22:22:00.000+08:00

hey guys..i'm here again..well..seems lyk i'm onli blogging for moi self nia..hey u..ya..the u reading my blog..gib me sum comments lehz..dn juz cum quietly n go quietly..juz shout out lyk aRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG..all right..i'm juz trying to relieve myself frm all the examz stress..[well..hu say i'm stress?]..lolx..ks..enuff of the craps..

haix..reali scared of the exams lehz..and it proves dat i'm slacking..reali norx..unlike last yr..the guai kia is gone..hmMm..jia lat liao lorx..lolx..'he' has been appearing in my mind every now n den lately..[will he ever understand how i feels?]shuan le..lolx..hmMm..duno wat to rite too?happy labour day to all..esp to xiaowei,the onli one hu told me dat today is the day we give birth..DOTX..haha..well..dat's wat the dictionary says as well..den we r born at the rong date le=x..i go scold doctor..doctor arrrrrrrrrxxxxxxxxxxx =s..sorix..i'm juz being lame..kena influenced de..jia lat..

2005-04-30T17:47:00.000+08:00

hmMm..com lac again..wat da hell it is..everytime lyk dat one..wth..haix..bt i'm used to it anyway rite?how i wish i cn change my com immediately..haix..forget abt it..mye cuming reali fast..and guess wat?i left my ss file in sch..haix..wth am i doing..fine,forget it..pissed off..watever it is,still wish all gud luck for mye..cn i have sleepoing pills?sleep n nv wake up again..

2005-04-23T16:54:00.000+08:00

[reflection]

ytd was our 6th annual speech n prize giving day..didn't have the chance to watch the whole parade again..sad sad..we went back to the AVA room after watching a little of the parade..joe told us abt how he feels abt FSMB..ytd is the sec 4s last day liao..dey r officially released..bt dey will be back for the june balloon festival in sentosa n for the genting com in dec..was quite sad abt joe's words..nt as in he's sarcastic or wat..because i realised wat he said make sense..or shld i say is i'm touched by his words?he nearly cried, i think?ya..sometime we reali just look things frm it's appearance..if nt for joe,i would not have know wat ms lai had did for us all dis while..firstly,she had proposed to the school for all the good instruments..6 good trumpet..6 prestige clarinet..total cost more than $30000..just the 6 prestige clarinet oledi cost around $27600 liao..n she actuli proposed to the sch wen we gt our first silver..tt is 2 yrs ago..ms lai oso kena frm mdn oen n mr phor for us nt getting a gold..n actuali none of us had know..because she did nt vent/show her anger on us..she still treat it as though nth had happened..bt i dun understand norx..we did nt get gold blame her for wat?she's nt the one playing ma..who dun wan to get gold in the first place?u tell me larx..why is this world so materialistic?does it mean dat if we dn get gold,we wun be buying new instruments liao?haix..even wen ms tan tells us dat she's nt disappointed wib us,i cn tell dat she is norx..even we r disappointed wib ourself..bt at least she didn't put the blame on us..cz it's da journey dat counts..music is nt juz abt syf..so wat if we cn get gold bt onli excel in those 2 songs?cnt they think dat we r the silver band bt we cn play other songs as well?haix..if they reali did this,i muz say i'm so disappointed..if wat joe had said is true.and i choose to believe him..even wen we did nt get gold,the teachers all encouraged us..thx mrs tay..thx ms lai..thx mdm rafidah..thx everyone..maybe wat joe said is correct..ms lai actuali is a good teacher..we shuld nt see her just by her appearance..even though she may be moody or bossy at times..she still means us well..i'll try nt to see anione by his/her appearance liao..i try..i'll see ms lai's good point 1 day de, i believe..[bt if i still u-noe..how?=p]

2005-04-17T11:25:00.000+08:00

hohoho..sian arx..rotting..hmMm..watch tv since i woke up le..hehe..i wana watch infection..xiaowei n monkey..hurry save $$..we go watch infection..haha..well..i'm broke too..

16.4.05

hMm..happy birthday xiao ping..well..duno she gt receive my sms ma..nvm..hapi 15th b'day..went to make ic today..managed to drag xiaowei n monkey go wib me..haha..all wear skirt..hmMm..den go je dere meet dem..meeting dem at 10..den xiaowei dis late queen..make me wait till 10.30 or so..haiyo..i oso duno hw to change her dis habit..haha..saw joe..hmMm..actuali wana pretend nv c de..haha..den felt lyk very bad lyk dat..den wave to him..haha..he seems shock..haha..was quite suprised dat he smile back..he's lyk no longer da joe i knew last yr..haha..why am i riting abt joe arx?diaox..haha..but he praised 3rd clarinet lehz..so hapi..k..i stop it..den go up lorx..nv take the first train..cz a lot of ppl..den wait for another..still many ppl..bt managed to get in larx..haha..reach clementi liao den xiaowei ask me go punch in -.-"..den chat on the train..took some boliao pic..den finali reach liao..liew..dey 2 gang up n bluff me dat the ppl dere very fierce..n i still believe it lorx..kaox..win liao lorx..u 2..haha..was quite fast larx..den go other places lorx..we dere think for so long..go where..den finali decided to go back je de library..we dere chatting too..haha..den i drew on da glass..it's nt legal ok..it's meant for us to draw de..haha..den aft tt go imm de giant..oh ya..btw..nxt time if u guys go out wib monkey hor..dn let her c anything related to chocolates..rmb!!..haha..den we shop shop shop..aft dat go daiso shop..den aft tt go hm liao..haha..i lazy pig..go hm very tired liao..den slp frm 6+pm all the way to 7+ am today..pro arx..well..i'm too tired..tt's why..

2005-04-12T22:24:00.000+08:00

[edited entry]

today is the syf day for our band..we had gt a SILVER medal..a lot of us break down upon hearing da results..including me..because we knew dat we had disappoint ms tan,da sch,the teachers n all dose hu supported us all along..and also, we all knew dat this is nt our best performance,because the one in school is better..we knew could hv done better..well..everyone will get nervous de ma..
our tuning was nt good wen we reached dere..ms tan was very pek cheh liao..haix..bt our overall tuning is still ok bax?i think..
den hear other band blow..was sweet..den finali our turn..i also duno hw to describe..mb we r nt together bax?bt we r nervous,rite?months of hardwork..was juz gone in dat few minutes..n we do well in the few months..bt nt dat few min..aft our performance den we went out..asked yvonne hw we perform, she say she felt lyk it's shaky silver..i was damn sad..cz it's gold dat we want..n frm ms tan's expression, i knew dat our gold has say bye bye to us..haix..sob='(..indeed..we juz gt a silver..many of us cried..including those sec 2s..bt sec 2s..u guys r still 'young', as in the skills etc..i'm so proud of ur..esp clarinets..well..wat cn i say nw?it's over?life is so unpredictable?..FSMB is lyk the onli bans dat cn be so serious while waiting for the result..even the bronze n c.o.p band cheered aft hearing the result..we r da onli band that is upsets..wat i cn say now is i'm still sad..i duno wen i'll recover frm da sadness..mb i'll,mb i wun..bt lyk wat kuan yee had said..life is full of ups n downs..i agree..bt..i believe da sadness in us cnt be understand by others de rite?FSMB?

FSMB..lets get up n continue to excel in the music..sec 2s,1s, chia li n melissa..muz jia you worx..our gold jiu kao ni men liao..yi ding yao jia you n do ms tan proud for us..meanwhile, i hope dat our cousin band cn do ms tan proud..all the best,tanglin n unity..sorix ms tan..we tried our best dat day le..n to all dat band..syf is to challenge against urself..[rite?fsmb]i dn wan to say much either..all the best for ur band..FSMB..U GUYS ROX KS?U R THE GOLD BAND TO ME..thx to syf..dat makes me noe u guys better n also make us closer n more united..

thx to all dose hu console or encourage me..thx..

2005-04-08T16:59:00.000+08:00

tired..tt's all i cn say..by studies n by da cuming syf..sad to tell u guys, i reali felt lyk giving up,though everyone ask me to perserve till the end..sumore syf cuming in 4 days time..bt i'm reali tired..no matter hw hard i try, i still cnt blow to da standard tt ur wans..3rd clarinet is weak..i'm sick of hearing this..p.s..i'm nt 'zhen dui' anione..anyway is i did not put in much effort ks?..i oso dn noe wat to say liao..cn gt rather pissed up sumtime...haix..is syf reali tt jia lat ma..i reali duno wat will happen during tml's band practice..ltr ms tan nt happy..cut player again..ltr my tuning nt gd..my A is always flat..others blow is ok..bt i'm juz flat flat flat..wat cn i do?i'll put in more air..bt still cn be flat?haix..stressed up..yes, i am..aniway..gd luck to our cuming syf, n pray hard tt we will nt make ms tan angry tml n on mon..as well as our syf day..i'll pray..god bless.

2005-04-01T21:16:00.000+08:00

ks..update ler..few days nv update lers..sorix nehz..cnt go online..bt i'm still wondering hu actuali read my blog nehz??maybe less dan 5 nia?maybe nt even a single pathetic soul?watever..haha..had an enjoyable day today..first n second period..geog..wa liew..nw den i realised dat ek n bala is two of a kind de..scold oso cn scold for abt 35-40 mins nehz?pro sia..bt muz apologise to yi xuan..shouldn't have pass u da marker to ans da q..sori nehz..='(..ks..nxt is pe..liew..haze nehz..so heavy still make us run 4 rounds..liew..nvm..fail da timing aniway..13.53?bt gt improvement bax?duno nahx..den aft tt is maths..mr go let us study chem test gd worx..bt chem test still kena postponed aniway..at first we still thought dat it was an april fool day joke nehz..haha!blah blah x100..haha..den aft hcl liao..me n meiqin went to eat..aft dat sit in 3e tok crap..haha..den aft dat xw choir cum back liao..she was hyper active..cz her section gt praised by ms lim ma..haha..den aft dat we go out buy things to eat..xw haben had her lunch ma..haha..den dey wana play captain's ball..i stay n watch norx..haha..den sumthings happen n i ask mq to save me..cute sehz..haha..den we tok crap n tpk crap norx..haha..was so funi..we do nth bt tok n tok..haha..thx for being by my side nehz..lurve u guys..haha..
*haix..pray dat tml's band practice will be a smooth one for me n for all of u..i reali felt lyk giving up lers..bt perseverance is da key to success*..good luck to all choir member for the syf on mon..jia you..all da best..

2005-03-26T17:34:00.000+08:00

wa liew..ytd blog tt entry cnt see..@#$%^#*@#^#$..haha..oPps..hmMm..begin wib today..paingz..we did a damn bad job during band norx..haix..i oso duno wat happen larx..the whole band went down together..even ms tan oso ask us wat happen, is it dat we r too tired..maybe..by studies n syf..is more lyk stressful dan tired?duno norx..bt is last lap liao..chiong..we cn de band..prove dem rong dat we do not blow lyk sai ks?jia you..

after dat is sectional..haix..dn which to mention da unhapi things larx..hehe..bt i learn a new songs today..sang it over n over n over again..shall teach u guys..haha..it goes lyk this:

i hate you

u hate me

lets go out n kill bunny [think is spell lyk this bax?]
with a knife in hand n bunny on the floor

no more purple dinosaur

haha..nice yeah?haha..me,chia li,amanda n liyana keep singing n singing n singing till stephanie n liping oso buay tarhan..keep saying "stop it larx"..bt..we still keep singing..haha..tt's me..lolx..aniway, jiayou to band for the performance in fuhua pri on cuming mon..jia you..we want gold!!

2005-03-25T17:50:00.000+08:00

lalala~~~..here i am again..today is good friday..have sectional wib liping,chia li n hui si..lalala~~da other cnt make it norx..hmMm..muz jia you for SYF nehz..countdown 18 more days to SYF, starting frm today..muz reali jia you ya..noe u guys may be tired le..because i'm tired too..nw think of gg to band will have kong ju gan..haix..sad~..y lyk dat nehz..bt reali, muz jia you..cnt let the seniors,teachers,ms tan and oso those hu support us all along da way,esp da alumni down..hope we cn get silver/gold..no matter wat we get,tt's still our hardwork..over these few months..lyk wat xiaowei had say to the choir,is either they make it or break it..band, we muz make it alright?we r more united le..and i reali cn see that most of u guys r hardworking..except one or two..so we must make it this time round..lets change hist, lets work hard to prove to those hu think dat band blow lyk sai k?make it..make it..we can make it de..juz bear wib it k?aniway we already bear all those lecture for mani mths le..let's nt disappoint ms tan anymore..BAND, WE CAN DE..juz hv full attendance till SYF, and we cn make it de..JIA YOU!!

Nxt thing..a big big thx to all for ur greetings/present arx..ESP MINIMI [haha..big big..=P] and Angila..so hapi..haha..bt will hv to wait for another yr liao..haha..getting more n more stressful..hope tt i cn change my fate..haix..u guys may nt noe wat i'm saying..nvm, it's alright..bt i'm now reali very scared, and i miss jiahao nehz..haix..nvm..peiling arx..muz take care of ur health arx..exams cuming..take care..

**Band**

**choir**

**chinese orchestra**

**chinese dance**

**drama**

hope all these cca(s) cn get gold..n do fuhua proud..jIa yOu tOo aLl peRfOrMiNg ArTs FoR dA sYf NeHz..

2005-03-22T15:17:00.000+08:00

Hohoho~~~santa is cuming to town..muhaha..okie okie..i noe i mad liao..haha..muhaha..today moi 15th birthday u noe..haha..22/3 rawks..haha..kks..before i begin [lyk a speech horx?haha], wana wish mabel a happy 16th b'dae..n oso nt forgetting, me n xiaowei a happy 15th birthday..haha..was surprise dat actuali sum still rmb my b'day,esp moi pri sch frenz nehz..touched..thx nehz..haha..woke up this morning den on hp..received some greeting..thx nehz..haha..i slp earlier dan u guys..ps nehz..haha..wana thx Amanda,hui ying,mei qin,song quan,angila,melody,mabel,xiaowei,kaiyan,yvonne,xiaowei,pei ling for rmbing moi b'dae..touched..haha..and oso to the rest of u guys..thx for adding colours to moi life..i'll cherish u guys de..muacks..take care..happy b'dae!

2005-03-15T13:38:00.000+08:00

wa..sianz..haben touch my holiday assignment nehz..hw arx?die liao die liao..nt enuff time..hlp..haben do my hmwk, haben been revising, haben go make my passport..dey wans it wen school reopen sumore..arRg..die liao..mati liao..haix..time nt enuff!!haha..chamge back my midi again..still prefer this song..sweet ya?haha..

13/3/05

the syf rehearsal day..den scouts oso gt camp in sch..was waiting for chia li wib li ping..wa liew..fang wo men fei ji..-.-"..den shawn saw me..he's walking wib taj n sum sec 1s, i think..den it seems lyk he gt sumthing to tell me..bt the sec 1 guy cover his mouth dn let him say..den he say taj is totali obsessive abt u..-.-"..pls lorx..i nw scare of this kind of thingy liao..ltr spread another rumour again..bt i simply hack care..ke lian de taj..he juz keep walking..haha..aft tt i dulan liao..dn wan wait le..go gt sumthing to eat for our dinner..gt a bread..den return back to sch..chia li's mum cor me..i dio shocked..asked me abt sum q lorx..but she in da end still gt cum larx..den go prepare prepare..den up the bus le..actuali is i sit wib li ping de..den chia li larx..zZz..haha..nvm larx..den i no one to sit wib..yen yee wana sit wib me...den i juz say i dn wan to sit wib u..bad horx?den i ask wee seng sit wib me..den on the way we tok tok tok lorx..ask chia li if tt rumours thingy settle le ma..she say eugene? say is arthur? say de..den arthur dn dare tell yk he's juz luan jiang nia..den eugene in the end spread arthur an lian wo?????!!!!!..oMg..OmG..eugene arx..bu yao hai wo hao bu hao..haha..den tok tok tok lorx..kena shoot by the 2 of dem..win liao lorx..ZzZzz...haha..den reach dere liao..was eating..haha..den warm up etc..gt ppl nava bring file..hush hush..dn cry..den trombone nv bring mute..dOtx..den blah blah..ends at 9.20pm..P.S..WANA SAY TT WE NAVA OVERTAKE CHOIR'S TIME..WE START AT 8.20pm..FOR SUM IDIOT [band member summore]WHO KEEP SAYING TT WE OVERTAKE CHOIR'S TIME, GT IT CLEAR DAT WE NAVA!!!!!.. den aft tt hungry liao..aft keeping all tt is oledi 10.30 pm liao..go eat..wee seng joined us..aft tt go hm..zZz liao..haha..
14/3/05

slack n slack..muhaha..
15/3/05

hv to do hmwk le..sian..bt no choice larx..i sae before muz jia you liao..bb..gg off le..haha..7 more days to moi b'dae..haha..

2005-03-12T18:44:00.000+08:00

hMm..wat to update nehz?today was lyk quite a duno wat day to me..firstly, ms tan say our standard dropped since the common test break..back to cop standard again..haix..den sectional..gt insulted by that stupid tuitor..shit him larx..den heard frm chia li dat cs n yk quarrel cz of me..dere’s a rumours spreading dat me n cs stead..den yk actuali took it for real..dear..she dun lyk me nehz..dats wat chia li told me..wat has it gt to do wib me?i nava do anything to ur..dat time I lyk him I oso duno ur were gg steady..den I nt dat despicable to stead wib sumone hu is oredi attached lorx..n cs definitely is nt a two timer..p.s…I’m nt defending him..cz I reali nava do such a thing..stop spreading the rumours among scouts n da two sec 4s klass le..den ms lai wana remove chia li frm syf..cz her attendance nt gd..wat a day it is to me..

2005-03-08T21:12:00.000+08:00

haha..yeah..update again..woO hOo..changed my midi again..to make it suitable for my template..bt den change lyk still playing the same song nehz?!..@#$%^%$#@..haha..oPps..

Today went to sch as usual lorx..gt back all my marks liao..need the worse for phy..oMg..haiz..shuan le..work harder nxt term..3C arc 3C..cn u guys STOP BEING A BOOKWORM?!..i reali bth liao lorx..y 2C is play play play, den 3C is study study study de?study hard, play hard geddit u ppl?haix..dn keep study cn?evertime i go klass confirm is ppl reading books de..i so sick of it man..even me oso dn wana stay in klass..stress arx..haha..ks..apologies to 3C..nt i wan to say ur larx..bt..haix..today lyk all the lesson is double de..sian..maths..go thru ppl..den noe final marks..nt dat hapi..den eng..haix..dn wish to say anithing..in case the 2C-rians read it..dn wan dem to think i very wat..bt i muz say is they very wat lorx..haix..fcuk larx..ms chua ask me y am i alone..i oso duno wat to ans her..haix..den blah blah..recess..go find xw dey all..blah blah..today was quite hapi..cz at least gt sumone click on me n ask me y am i sad..thX..and tt's wee seng..thx..actuali i'm okie le..juz dat i nv change nick nia..haha..thx a lot..haha..kks..i wana zZz liao..tired u noe..haha..bb everyone..eEyore..rmb to bring tt comics arx..tata..

2005-03-06T15:24:00.000+08:00

hehe..hiz everyone..changed my template again..cz was very sian ma..haha..hmM..today arx..wake up den listen to 93.3 den play com till now..yeaH..pro arx..=P..hab been editing the template..cz nt all things is i lyk de ma..haha..

5/3/05
went for band in the morning..surprising, i woke up at 7..dn nd alarm yeah..haha..den gong gong sit dere..aft dat go wash up den go for band liao..today nt lyk usuali dat gd larx..cz gt a long break ma..bt it's nt long actuali larx..ms tan nv scold, cz still nt too bad..hehe..aft tt dat mdn rafidah? came in n say band till 12pm nia, cz school close at one..den ms tan oso nd to go off at 12pm..to conduct RI band, i think..of cz we r hapi larx..bt aft tt, i was thinking, is sch close reali closing at 12pm or she gt sumthing on?still gt CO de lehz..bt nvm, gd for me oso larx..cz ltr on i still gt work ma..den go hm..eat den go work liao..gt a new manager..jason cheah..[my bro rOx]..ooPs..haha..wa kao..he ask me i noe wat den b4 i say anithing he sae u go fries..kao..den wat for ask me..ok lorx..i go fries..den suddenli customer in..he ask me go counter..cz my first customer order lotsa thing..den i c the counter lyk gong diao liao..den he dere kbkb..kaoz..kns..den nvm lorx..i continue doing my stuff..den aft tt stable liao larx..den i put the fries nt very nice postion..den he dere kb again..simply worse den sydney lorx..100% worse den him..he n me lyk birth character clash lyk dat..freak larx..sumore he's our manager lorx..he belongs to NUS!!oMg..ani crew reading this, pls tell james nv put me in his[NOT referring to james] shift again..if nt i will PON PON n still PON..freak man..wana gib him two tight slap..he pack da fries is damn under pack lorx..den i pack the way i usuali does, he sae over pack?!..anithing lorx..he manager den he pack lorx..den is underpack..customer complain..den i still hv to pack for dem..haix..freak..shuan le..den he 8+ den go hm..wa lao..duno hw to go back earlier is it?was so pissed off..den james tok to me i sae nt in a gd mood, dn cum provoke me arx..sorix arx james..dui bu qi..den james reali dn dare cum tok to me..haha..till i go tok to him..den james ask me cum..i sae wat..he keep asking me cum..den i go lorx..he softly whisper to me ask me to work tml..either 8 to 12 or duno wat time larx..den i sae i duno u..haha..he sae i win liao lorx..haha..thx thx..den aft tt blah blah..was quite fun w/o tt freaking manager..haha..den 9.30 i chao zhu yao punch out..james dn let..cz nt enuff ppl..i dn care..he still let me punch out..kor was crying..take carez arx..den aft tt i hlp james lorx..till 11pm..actuali is pris doing closing de..den duno y bcum james..den he ask if is pris doing closing, will we stay n hlp, i say i will go hm first..den he say he noes my pattern..haha..actuali still cn hlp, bt scared ltr no bus..so go off first..haha..btw, james dye hair n spike his hair..nt bad looking le worx..was different frm the past le..gdgd..

2005-02-28T15:20:00.000+08:00

hmMm..duno y mood nt gd again..mood swing..y nehz?i seriously duno..tired lehz..i wana zzz..haha..woke up at 4+..do final revision for maths..bt still very nan..die lorx..bo wei gong liao..mb haben adapt to sec 3's life?duno nehz..haix..think of tt thing jiu mood swing liao..tt related to him at all de..for ur info..haha..bu yao wu hui..

wat happened today nehz..go school..den everyone study e maths lyk siao..dOtx..i hack arx..well..tt's my attitude towards study this yr..den aft tt e maths common test liao..look at da paper..first thing dat came to my mind is..gt ready to flunk liao..1st duno..2nd duno..3rd duno..4th duno..die liao..den skip skip skip..aft tt go back do..even the simplest i oso cn gt rong..si bai man..haix..i bo wei gong liao..den aft tt i go back do the rest..surprisingly, i cn do..bt duno correct a nt lorx..overall cn do bax..be gt sum duno larx..den a lot of marks de..dOtx..ms tan is setting a paper dat is meant to kill us..lolx!..den my classmates say tt paper acceptable..of cz larx..they studying i walking walking..see dem i oso no mood to study liao..[no offence arx..]dey keep studying n studying..i see liao oso stressed up..den dn wana study liao..y ur so hardworking??y i ended up in 3C n nt 3B..at least 3B dn hv tt worst to me..y nehz?haix..

okie larx..i too much complain liao..yawn yawn..i hen lei..wana go zzzz..haha..chem already revise liao..ltr revise again..

lastly, wana wish everyone taking their o level result all da best..esp to yee chia,kang wei,ben,jw,zaini,cheryl..did i miss out any?haha..n nt forgetting to congrats kuan yee for topping the level once again..wib 5A1 3A2..hehe..felt so honoured to know her sia..haha..n oso all of u oso larx..i'm nt biased de ks..haha..gd luck to all..4 more papers to go..jia you..i'm gg for my nap..bb everyone..

2005-02-26T09:06:00.000+08:00

good morning everyone..nw it's onli 9.09 and i'm already updating my entry..dOtx..was waken up de..u think i gt so gd auto wake up at such early hr meh????!!!..hmMm..piangz..ytd duno who quarrel wib sum ppl over the fone..den speak so damn loud..in the middle of the night lorx..piangz..u dun wan to slp i wan to slp leh..haha!den shout shout shout..think lastly he smack his fone on the floor bax..cz gt a loud sound..den silence liao..no fone no quarrel..gdgd..den i continue zzZzz lohs..tired u noe..haha..den this morning..haiz..nw feeling so bad..ltr sure will have another 'war' one..i predicted liao..n lets see if i'm right lorx..lastly, great grandma..rest in peace n too all my frenz..gambette for the major paper on mon..work hard..jia you..i'll pray for u guys..so work hard..

2005-02-23T14:55:00.000+08:00

HmmMm..ks..update again..haha..duno ish my previous entry nt clear or i nv mention..relax frenz..i'm not angry even though ur cnt go to chingay..i'll lose 60 seconds of happiness if i were to be angry for 1 min..haha..dn wory..i not angry..not not not..ks..very clear liao bax..haha..hmmm..well..today band performed during the assembly..duno good or not..hey ppl..muz leave comments arx..tell me nice or not..if ur r the judge, wat will judge us as?haha..ms tan says our standard is lyk low silver lyk dat..ya..aiming for gold..hope wun let the alumni down..always cum back hlp us de..esp chun meng n clarence..thx alOt wOrx..hehe..hMm..did we do well juz nw???!!! did we..okay..i noe i gt make sum mistakes..sorix to clarinetist..wo zhi cuo le..haha!..hmmm..didn't feel nervious or wat lorx..even wen i step on the stage i oso dn feel a thing..strange ya?the feeling is completely different frm public concert..y nehz?duno..mb everytime practice practice..den oso nt the first time perform..becum ma mu liao??..haha..my lorx..haha..ya..shall stop here..tml gt chem n phy klass test..die liao lorx..frenz..wish me good luck ks?i need dem..haha..aniway rmb to tell me hw we did for the performance today arx..if gt place need to improve oso tell me lorx..wun angry de..even if it's negative comments..thx a lot..tata..btw..27 more days to moi birthday horx..rmb arx..haha..

2005-02-19T19:07:00.000+08:00

hmMm..change midi liao..hehe..eeYore arx..nice ma?haha..she dn think my last midi is nice..humPff..so late den tell me..haha..bt I simply lyk this song n dat song..both oso lyk..hmMm..let me think wat happen nehz?begin wib ytd..was feeling quite low..cz of some reason..den tears flow down..immediately wen I received eeYore’s msg..on the bus lehz..haha..control control..haha..den cored her n xw..den cried again..so hurry say ‘nvm lorx..bye bye’ to dem..haha!..den go online play lor..i oso dn wana go liao..cz lyk nobody go..haha..bt actuali I was onli feeling sad larx..dn hv bs lorx..dn gt mistaken arx..if my tone nt gd or whatever..haha..den aft tt was thinking n thinking..actuali dat’s nth to be sad of rite?i didn’t expect jw dey all to want to go de ma..go dey nv go I shldn’t be sad..haha..in fact I was sad bcz of dem..ooopss..sorix..a little larx..nt so bad..hmMm..den mq is father dn let..though I was very hapi cz she persuade her mama to let her go..thx u eeYore..

hmM..i dn wan to go liao..bt had a change in my decision at 4+..haha..den go lorx..jio sq along..dn waste tic ma..haha..den went dere wib hui ying..wei ling n sq..den go inside lorx..bt is side on da floor one..sadx..haha..luckily I ting hua..bring da pinic mat along..den we sat on it..mani stand lorx..hehe..den the motivators gave us the ‘goodies’ bag..haha..onli gt ‘chopstick’..drink n does kind of party mask..haha..den were playing lorx..took foto..haha..den dey all very enthu..i think the motivator also bei xia dao..gt sum shuai ge larx..oOps..haha..den saw a guy damn look lyk sq..one of the motivator..den saw yong choon oso..den saw a guy who looks lyk jiahao..the stylo hairstyle..size..height..the guy also motivator bax?he’s in black..hen xiang lorx..at first wo bei xia dao..cz he told me he dn wana cum..den?..dotx..bt see more time liao den jiu bu xiang liao..haha..den we take foto lorx..snap snap..den the memory full liao..cnt take anymore..tried to delete as many liao..still full..haha..den nvm lorx..watch a while mor den wei ling hungry liao..go long john eat..haha..den me n wei ling gossiping while sq n hy hlp us buy food..haha..den aft tt go wash room..wask hand..wa piangz..walk a long way to go da wash rm..ah bish..den aft tt go eat..wa piangz..hy was so particular abt wat she put in her mouth..den me n wei ling was laughing n laughing..haha..aft dat dey wana go watch movie..midnite de sumore..haha..den I dn wan..scared mama scold..ltr no bus to go hm arx..haha..hse dere oso dn hv nightrider..sad lorx..haha..den dey send me till mrt dere..wei ling say I look sad sad de..hehe..nt I look sad sad de..is I very tired liao..haha..sorix arx..if I very sao xing..den aft tt dey go back check da slot?haha..bt heard frm hy dat dey nava watch in the end..hmMm..den go hm lorx..wa piangz..suay man..saw ‘zhang lang’ AGAIN!!..in the same train sumore..chingay she oso beside us..den I hury up signal dem to change place..heng arx..if nt jiu beside her liao..hehe..even go hm she oso dn wan to fang guo wo..haha..den blah blah blah..go hm..bath again..den..woO hOo..lie on my sweet bed..hehe..den jiu fall asleep liao..damn tired..yupz..tt’s ytd nia..haha..kz..i try to keep wat happen today sweet n short ya..pardon wib me..

today go band..9am..den go hall..haha..ms tan say we good lehz..hapi hapi..den blah blah blah..go for lunch..ms lai today so gd..still gt buy snacks for us..so gd horx?envy band?oPps..haha..i very bhb..sorix arx..bt seriously..envy us?..lolx..oPpx..here I am..bhb again..haha..den aft tt go back practice..me.stephanie..liyana n liping combine ourselves..while waiting for the rest n da tutors to cum..haha..tutors cum at 2.30..den end at 4.30..win liao lorx..we kena delayed..zZz..haha..den ms tan aplolgised to us for rushing us????i dn understand..haha..nvm..den blah blah..go hm..yaya..short n sweet yeah?haha..tc ppl..

2005-02-18T15:09:00.000+08:00

today..social studies, still okay larx..

pe..run 3 rounds..sick of running..fail da timing..

maths..cnt reali catch wat mr go is toking..shuan le..i'm sick of it oso..

recess..go find frenz..tired

chemistry..dn noe wat ms lee is toking..cnt be bothered oso..wo hen lei

chinese..nv do her hmwk..she nt very hapi..cnt be bothered oso..

free time..sad sad..tears drop down..cnt be bothered aniway

lastly wana thx all hu agreed/ gt go to chingay..i may nt be gg..bt still wana thx all of u..thx..

2005-02-11T17:27:00.000+08:00

hMm..was not in a good mood again today..wat cn cause my mood to be nt gd neh?onli gt family,result,*him*,cca....actuali is a lot larx..bt this time is because of result..u guys will nv believe wat i gt for chem de..ur confirm wun believe n expect de..if nt i chop off my head arx..haix..sad arx..wat cn i do neh?study?is nt i nv study lorx..y is heaven so unfair de? i study till so jia lat n this is wat i gt? haix..sad..juz too bad i'm nt born to bt the cut for study..i'm NOT..sooo shoo away u books..haix..ks, i'm to ji dong le..bt heaven is reali unfair ks!! haix..nvm..cool down..hu xi..

okies..end of all tt..i'm used to it le aniway, rite?..hmMm..valentine's day cuming..woO hOo..xw gt sumthing for her dar dar..tiger gt sumthing for her dar dar..mq oso wana gt sumthing for her dar dar..lolx..bt before valentine's day ish xiaowei's bday..wOo hoO..hapi birthday xiao wei!..hope all you qing ren neng zhong cheng juan shu..

_______Friends_______

I fear it's very wrong of me,

And yet i must admit,

When someone offers friendship

I want the whole of it.

i don't want everybody else

To share my friends with me.Br>
At least, i want one special one,

Who, indisputably

Likes me much more than all the rest,

Who's always on my side,

Who never cares what others say,

Who lets me come and hide

Within his shadow, in his house-

It doesn't matter where-

Who lets me simply be myself,

Who's always, always there..

Once again,want to wish xiaowei a hapi bdae..early bdae larx..
i want to buck up on my studies le..it's a promise..hope if james want me to work nxt time, dn be so polite in da sms..lyk tt even if i dn want to work i oso will very guilty de u noe????!!!!..lolx..

2005-02-10T20:07:00.000+08:00

heya..i'm back!..lolx..okay..bhb..in fact, i'm nv gone..lolx..hmMm..this few daes new yr lorx..this stupid new yr nt fun de..haix..nt even new yr eve..sooOoo boring..i do nth bt to slp slp slp on new yr eve..very tired..the medicine make me wana zZz..den 1st day of new yr..go temple..zZz..sianx..nv go bai nian..sumore my parents still quarrel..cnt imagine rite? wat is this new yr to me..bt dey at nite jiu ok liao..haix..sometime i reali pity my mum..reali..i dn hv her wei da..being scolded for sumting which is nt her fault oso diam diam..[i'm nt on anione's side..bt i reali felt yung wang for my mum..take care mum..]haix..den reali sort of cry out..sentimental?maybe..bt if u were me, cn u say the same thing dat u will oso nt cry? no one cn understand da feeling deep inside moi heart..felt so helpless ytd..yet i cnt even do anithing to stand up for her..i hate the me..the coward me..haix..he is the first to appear in my mind..den felt lyk toking to him..bt i nv..he didn't even reply to da new yr msg which i sent him..ok..nvm..is i sent him on my own accord de..if he didn't want to reply..i cnt do anithing rite? haha..bt bt..i didn't juz send it to him..i'm nt biased de okay..bt duno y nt a single reply..sad arx..y arx?lolx..all disappeared liao..bt i reali enjoy having 'reunion' dinner with 2C'04..though there's onli 10+ of us..thx..thx to xiaowei n paul the couple for their enthusiasm..haha..ks..forget abt the unhapi things..brand new yr..muz start everything freshly..hmMm..den today spent the day wib frenz..go catch movie wib xw n mq..watch i do i do..haha..the front part of the movie is shooting mq..haha..bt shall nt say y..haha..was funi..i mean da movie..nice nice..wa lao is the present tense, wa liew is the past tense, wa piang is the past participle..funi sia..laugh till pengz..lolx..k larx..dn hv so kua zang..den go shop shop lorx..den wana buy present for jm..den i accompany dem lorx..lolx..den walk here walk dere..was laughing n laughing..tie bun..chio bu..dOtx..haha..yeah..spent a hapi time wib my frenz..was sort of late for the movie..bt hack..is advertisment ma..lolx..hmMm..thx for making my day hapi..hapi new yr to all..gong xi gong xi..xue ye jing bu..my hOng bAo leh?????????!!!!!!!!!!!..haha..

2005-02-08T20:44:00.000+08:00

hmM..new yr finali cuming..have reunion dinner wib 2C'04 alumni..was very hapi..haha..

2005-02-06T18:21:00.000+08:00

haix..to stay or to go?y am i always left to make such decision..puee..i duno..reali duno,so dn ask me..

2005-02-04T22:13:00.000+08:00

wa liew..sign in sooooo mani time den finali cn cum to my blog liao..sian arx..bt nvm larx..hmMm..today is da sport day of moi sch..6th annual sports day..bt oso da last liao..heard dat mdm oen dn wan liao..the cher oso said tt it's da last yr liao..sad arx..haha..someone even suggested petition..haha..bt we onli left wib one more yr nia..doesn't reali matter..bt sports day reali very fun rite..even if we graduate liao oso cn cum back de ma..haiz..y? y? y no sport day liao?!..okie, i'm too ji dong liao..sorix..lolx!..bt..sports day reali fun lehz..tt is, onli if u involve urself in da activity..for those hu juz cum for the sake of attendance, i bo wei gong larx..of course wun be fun larx..hmMm..today go sch as normal lorx..bt gt early dismissial larx..gt chem test..wa liew..ms lee pian wo..the test is nt based on common sense AT ALL..i hate chem man..hmM..den blah blah blah..go stadium..gt da alumni to cum back n hlp us..we gt jia wei,derek,blah blah blah..den jia wei soo lame..i throw paper aeroplane at him..bt aiming nt gd enuff..hit derek instead..sorix arx..bt he very evil..lolx..aniway,yellow hse won champ for overall n cheering..yay..have a rest guys!

2005-01-30T17:30:00.000+08:00

hmMm..juz came back frm chalet..was tired man..lolx..at first reali regret cuming lorx..esp wen *he* has been ignoring me all da wae..or is both bax..all we communicate is bye bye..tt's all..yups..bt lyk someone had sae..perhaps i shld learn to let go a bit..be frenz will be beta rite?..yupps..think so..i think..my feeling larx..tells me he have someones he lyk le..hMm..dn tok abt him liao..meet ronnie n azri at clementi dere..unhappy things happened nxt..shuldn't mention..den aft tt reach dere..the guys pang seh us [me, yati n charol]..okie..dn wan to mention oso..den was reali lyk disappointed lorx..den went to walk walk wib joflin..noe more abt her lorx..den walk here dere..go to beach, see rooster..lolx..still gt alot..den i see baby playing dose bubbles thingsy, i oso wana play..lolx..den aft tt go back chalet..wait for pris to cum..cz all those utensils wib her ma..she dn wan cum cnt start..lolx..den out rm gt ALOT of ants!..hui wen was so scared..lolx..den blah blah blah..aft tt go bbq..hmMm..this time both inside n outside oso cooked de arx..nice nice..hehe..den was joking lorx..so mani ppl crowd around da bbq pit..so i juz sit beside it lorx..lolx..den pris n james sae i tou lan..lolx..den i ask james wat he wans me to do wen there's oledi so mani ppl crowding around it liao..den he ask me to communicate wib the ants inside, ask dem dn cum in animore..-.-"..den he sae my age nearer to dem..he n da ants gt generation gap..da ants won't be understanding wat he's toking..den i sae 'u manager lehz..use ur status larx..'..lolx! den pris sae "ok larx..i go gib dem warning letter larx..hu ask dem to cum wen nt invited!'..lolx..was damn funi..den blah blah..thinking of *him* again..den mood nt gd..go beach walk walk..den aft tt go back play games..wa liew..den we play zhong ji mi ma..i kena 2 times..have to eat the drumstick wib LOTSA chilli,pros beef sauce..yucks..hot hot..lolx..so suay man..den the last one dey make it even more disgusting..other den all dat, butter is oso add..den is pris kena!..lolx..den play play..aft tt dey went hm liao..den me n hui wen tok tok lorx..blah blah..aft tt we go mac surf net..lac arx..i go frenzster..den com hang!..dotx..den wo hui qu kb james..nv tell me go frenzster will hang de..den he sae 'sorix larx..wo nan li zhi dao'..lolx..so funi sia..den aft tt we bbq for those hu cum at nite..dose doing closing de..+ ah ma..den aft tt we go surt net again..ronnie intro de..nt mac liao..bt the place turn out to be..make me n hui wen so disappointed..lolx..den aft tt go back orh orh..3+ am liao..den ronnie duno wen appear behind us..den i scream till very loud..lolx..hmMm..siva offered me beer..i have a slip..was damn bitter..lolx..den ronnie n hui wen so scared anithing will happen to me..offer me plain water..thx wOrx..wun fainted de..dn wory..juz a slip onli..haha..den aft tt go orh orh liao..woke up at 8+..noisy sia..lolx..nt reali larx..cz dey gg to work ma..10+ ppl overnite dere..lolx..den aft tt received a msg frm anuar..he apologised to me for nt able to cum today..lolx..i was onli joking wib u de..haha..wun take knife n poke u even if u nv cum..lolx..didn't noe i was so 'powerful' to him..haha..bt the first thing he saw me, he asked 'where's xiaowei?'..dOtX..den i sae she nv cum..y?miss her arx..and he replied..ya larx..i miss her...woO hOo..lalala`hmM..haha..b4 we slp , we oso gt play blackjack n memory game..wib siva,ronnie,hui wen n pris..we use the rabbit sweet as 'money'..pris n ronnie bankrupt arx..me n hui wen won..lolx..pris showed her 'baby' side wen we playing..lolx..den wen james came back, he sae..wa..ur use my sweet as 'money' arx? my favourite sweet lehz..den he pretend to cry..lolx..funi..haha..oso wana thx pris for gibing me n hui wen a lift to mac..tHx..haha..overall i enjoyed the chalet..hehe..lazy to mention wat happened today at da chalet liao..sorix arx..

2005-01-28T15:02:00.000+08:00

was nt in a good mood..haix..very very woried for my physics..reali..perhaps i should nt have choosen pure sciences in da first place..perhaps sub sci would be beta for me..

2005-01-26T16:26:00.000+08:00

hmMm..received feedback tt i scold him till beri jia lat..even in msn..lolx..izzt?lolx..ok larx..he sum time will hlp me larx..so maybe i'm a little evil..hehe[evil laughter]..lolx..hmMm..juz nw went to xiao ping's n xiao wei's blog..both kena scolded by duno hu..y arx?sae xiao wei is a backstabber..bt nv rite name..i dare u too..lolx..hmMm..physics test cuming..chinese oso..die arx..lolx..hmMm..shall nt sae much ting larx..lolx..mac's chalet is cuming..shld i go or nt?go? dn go? watever, bt i wan to go for star gazing!! if anione cn promise me to pei me go star gazing, den i will go..lolx!

2005-01-23T17:49:00.000+08:00

hMm..let me see wat happened today..woke up early in da morning..den watch tv..den go work..do counter lorx..make a lot of stupid mistakes..haix..bo bian..thx to da customer for their understanding..as for dose hu make me damn pei che..i oso bo wei gong liao..aniwae it's over..wat cn i do rite? check nxt wk schedule liao..fri, sat n sun..wat cn i do?the schedule is olreadi out le..bo wei gong liao..even if i scared dat i cnt manage wib my studies, tt's nth i cn do liao..rite?..haix..go there in a peaceful mood..den heard dat ah ma was on shift..was quite hapi..cz she nt bad ma..den aft tt is peter on shift..first time do his shift..he very gd..even beta dan ken, which dey think is very gd..peter hlp me take order..den still hlp me send..thx worx..reali thx..at least he's da first manager dat will hlp me keep sending order..even if i offer to send..he will sae'nvm..i send for u..u go serve the customer'..gd rite?yupps..at least for this moment..future i duno larx..dotX..lolx..okay..den aft dat punch out..peter cum take our order for break items..den i ask him ani how decide for me..lolx..den aft tt ah ma tell me my counter loss $7..ask me y..i seriously duno..den aft tt james came n oso asked me da same q..i reali duno..so dn demand explaination for me ani more..i oso wan to noe y my counter lost so much $ ma..rite? warning letter lehz..haix..bt i bo wei gong liao..even if i explain to dem 10 times, the $ still wun cum back rite? haix..den aft tt offer dem the notes lorx..for geog..n test paper oso..my bro de..den jh sae he oso wans to offer de..bt..nvm..aniwae our paper will be da same..den xw n mq hapily sae out the tings i told dem..my bro de..nt a secret actuali..my bro noe jh very normal ma..bt he seems shock lorx..nvm..den aft tt we go IMM..den go JEC..den go hm liao..haix..was reali sad lorx..i reali duno wat had happened to the $..i reali duno, so dn ask me ani more..dn bother to demand explaination frm me liao, cz seriously, i duno..dn wana do counter ani more again..scared..sad..[ I HATE YOUR ATTITUDE TOWARDS ME..why always wan to pick a quarrel wib me? wat did i do? I did not do anything to you..if this is ur attitude towards me, fine, let me tell u, i regret loving you in da first place..though it's juz infatuation..friendship will be the feeling tt i will have towards u frm nw on..god bless n all da best for ur Os dis yr]

2005-01-20T19:58:00.000+08:00

hMm..kk..blogging again..few daes nv blog liao..yups, was rather busy larx..wib all those stupid test n watever tingy lorx..seriously, i cnt catch up wib my studies!..oMg..i duno wat da cher is toking..esp phy n chem..geog oso..budden geog ish directly frm tb de..still okie..worse is phy n chem..dotx..i wan to shout out loud.." i hate studies!..i cnt tarhan.."..hMm..beta liao..lolx!..no larx..dn make ani diff at all ma..haix..is my effort onli worth those marks? i mean for chem..haix..i reali reali reali scared i cnt cope wib my studies..den will flunk one by one..furthermore i hv met two teachers hu won't teach de..or we hate her teaching method..is we lorx..nt juz me alone hu hate her teaching method..bt, wat cn i do? nth rite?..nvm..gib her time..patience jazz..patience..haix..i believe no one cn understand hw i feel deep inside..yup..3C is a gd klass to all n to da teacher, bt there is a price to pay for everyting..want to be in gd klass den jiu muz be willing to take up stress de..bt i believe nt juz da gd klass will hv stress..everyone will hv stress..bcz everyone oso has to cope wib around 8 subjects lyk us de ma..n i cnt believe hw 3A ppls cope..r dey human in da first place?!..lolx..dey r naturali talented..nt lyk me ma..haix..reali felt lyk gibing up..even though this is juz the 3rd wk of sch..try harder nxt time..yaya..i hv heard this comments for mani times liao..if i cnt even cope for the first few wks, wat cn i still sae for the nxt few wks/mths? agree? haix..sumore this yr still gt SYF..gt to sacrifice even my sat for band..cnt let the seniors down ma..esp the alumni hu have sacrificed their personal time to cum n teach us..*touched* [ Big big thx to chun meng n clarence..hope we wun let u guys dn]..i oso noe our standard larx..w/o sat practice will 'die' de..n oso nt d whole day lorx..so cn accept larx..i noe fsmb members have been practicing very hard for it..thx..we'll work hard together..haiz..well, wat cn i still sae? stressed..tt's all..takecaree my frenz..oh ya..hu willing to be my tutor for chem, phy n geog arx? lolx..=s..

2005-01-16T13:45:00.000+08:00

hMm..rotting at hm..sian arx..haben touch my hmwk..keke..n worse still tml gt chem test..watever larx..i'm worn out..lolx..ytd gt work..den actuali dn wan go..lolx..my frenz all noe i forever finding replacement de ma..but in da end i oso gt go de ma =s..lolx..den was doing lobby den ltr counter..wa liew..gt customer make me..haiz..dey lyk dn believe me de leh?!..gt one ask me for corn pie..tell dem dn hv dey dn believe..okie lorx..dn believe lorx..den i go shout PC i wan corn pie..den dey shout where gt corn pie?! wt..dn believe me-.-"..nvm larx..mb i look blur or wat? 'patience..patience'lolx..seems lyk i'm da type hu is beri bad..haha..bt..well,tt's me *wink*..haha..den finali 4 hrs over liao..ah ma let me punch out..*yay*..haha..den go sit sit..haha..den kah heng? ask me foe qi qiu [balloon]..i tot he ask me to ti qiu..lolx..den go pump balloon lorx..1st one burst arx..den joflin scream..lolx..ps arx..my skill nt gd..sori arx..lolx..den aft dat go take tingy to eat..lolx..took spicy n sprite..yay..my favourite drink..lolx..den eat halfway..was smsing yvonne..yupps..den Azri cum take da duno wat kj ppl..go 'cut' my spicy box..dotx..i HABEN finish eating lehz..lolx..nvm larx..i oso dn dare to eat..oso, was nt tt hungry at dat time larx..so nvm lorx..aft tt zaini punch in again..bt he still sit inside da crew rm..lolx..den he put sumting inside his drink..ask him wats dat he juz say is drugs..haha..i dn believe..lolx..den wen he go out of da rm..me n anuar go drink his coke to find out wat he add..lolx! bt den lyk nth de?..lolx..den aft tt he return liao..he found out dat sumone drink it..den we admit..lolx..was so damn funi man..den aft tt i go learn kit..haha..noe hw to make CFO liao..bt no one dare to try..sob..den stupid azri change my CFO wib da rest there..put it first..he wans to c gt ppl complain ma..-.-"..liew..he sae he dun wan to landed up in NUH..sob..humpff..den zaini teach me make beef prosperity..hmMm..haha..den actuali he oso wans to teach me cheese burger..budden i doing CFO at dat time..so miss lorx..sob..hmMm..den aft dat go hm..joflin pei me go to da opposite side..lolx..thx arx..hehe..den jiu go hm lorx..haiz..think my disc man nt spoilt..juz da cover..ask my bro for hlp le..hehe..yupps..dat abt it..muz study liao..takecaree ppl..

2005-01-08T11:09:00.000+08:00

hMm..today is da cca dae..was late..hehe..ps arz..overslept..bt gt go very da gd liao horx..=p..was rather enthu, i would sae..den go watch parade larz..good job=D..den sec 1s cum liao..go 'pull' ppl to join band..was rather disappointed n sad larz..lyk nobody wana join..haiz..den go round lorx..shout shot n still shout..lolx..budden the sec 1s see me lyk though i'm a lion..will eat dem up lyk dat..all RUN! oMg..dn lyk dat ma..dn wan to join back oso gib me sum face larz..dn nd lyk dat de ma..break my heart..lolx!joking de larz..hu cares?!=p..den aft tt play da cymbal arz?haha..play wib rong jie..one CO one BAND..funi ya?haha..nvm larz..harmony ma..lalala~~~den mr ** cum kb..wa liew..sae wat cnt play zZz..haha..i noe very loud larz..budden the purpose for cca dae is to attract ppl to join ma..quiet quiet hu wans to cum?nvm larz..nxt yr we juz blow flute n clarinet cn liao..quiet quiet..gd? even mr lim oso nv sae anithing lorx..zZz..n sumore he oso go tell da co ppl dn play instrument..pls larz..we performing arts..dn play instrument?! den do wat? arr..i noe liao..s-u-p-e-r..super is wat we r......do cheers arz?siao!i dn mean cnt..bt dat does nt hlp us to promote ma..we nt cheering team or uniform grp..haiya..suan le..dn let it spoil my mood..lala..was still high..hehe..lastly, my apologies to all cca(s)tt i might hv offended..i duno..cz cca dae is sumhow snatching ppl to join de ma..budden this yr nv reali snatch larz..bt choir keep snatching frm us..even my 1st sec one..bt i 'won' in the end..lalala..yeah..sorix once n again..

2005-01-06T16:28:00.000+08:00

Wat is frenz?wat is the definition for frenz?i duno..reali dn..today is the 4th day of school for yr 2005..i’m nt hapi in 3C..does anione no?no one, I bet..juz because I’m wearing a smile doesn’t mean tt I’m hapi..rite?haiz..felt lyk my relationship wib sum frenz r lyk getting bad to worse as daes goes on..i duno wat happen..i reali dn..maybe different klass den no cmt topic le ma? I duno..maybe bax? actuali I did not expect this to happen on us..or at least nt that fast..today is onli the 4th daes n this had happened..well..i’m, nt saying whose fault is this..i admit I pang seh dem during Chinese lesson.. I reali dn dare to leave the seat beside me empty..even if I leave the seat beside me empty, will there be anione hu will fill up tt empty seat?no one..i believe..or at least I cn be quite sure tt there is one hu wun, I think..my apologies to shuna..cz dat day I already ask huiying to sit wib me liao..tt’s y I cnt sit wib u..sorix..bt thx for the offer..we r lyk very cold to eaxh other liao..juz lyk juz nw wen I’m sitting wib wendy dey all for lunch..my conversation wib ws was less den 10 sentences..is it reali diff klass no cmt topic?i dun believe..wat cn I do? Nth..cnt alwaes wans me to do the toking or ask dem out de rite?2C rians in 3C nv pang seh ur ..perhaps reali no cnt topic..cn we dn be so cold?even if we dn tok in sch, we cn still open up a conversation on msn wen we online de rite?even tt,we bound to meet in sum corner in sck de ma..or dere will oso be free time b4 cca de rite?sms oso cn ma..there’s lots of opportunities, the choice lies on u n me..i dn lyk 3C so far, I repeat, I dn..haiz..suan le..perhaps tt’s wat life is all abt..let it go n carry on the nxt journey of my life..maybe I will begin to lyk 3C as times goes on..i repeat, I’m nt blaming anione..i'm nt..

2005-01-04T17:45:00.000+08:00

Damn hell..lose my wallet again!! is AGAIN lorx..tt time lose oso wen i go jp..nw the hist repeat..my birth character clash wib jp izzt?wat the damn hell suay i am..haiz..i nw too sad aniting liao..

2005-01-02T18:10:00.000+08:00

arRg..school's reopening tml le..i will miss 2C'04..muz cum find me yeah?or i go find ur oso cn=p..takecaree arz..muz pack bag n go orh orh early arz..if nt cnt wake up tml..he he..dn forget da hol assignment..bb..

2005-01-01T13:34:00.000+08:00

HmmMm..nw rotting at hm arz..sian..actuali today gt work de..den i request to go hm lorx..james let,cz no customer ma..den..dn tok abt it larz..cz there's nth to tok abt actuali..lolx..heard dat gt gapbuster,den james throughout was damn ji dong..relac arz~~lolx..den charol ask me wait for her..bt i cnt..den jio ppl go out..den cnt..haiz..nvm..aniway i gt use to 'it' le ma..rite?lolx..yeah..den nw rotting lorx..thinking hw will james think of me..lolx..work for soo short hr den wana go hm..den nxt time lyk xw sae de, he dn wan schedule me liao..bad impression..lolx..even if dat's da case..den be it lorx..wo ye wu neng wei li..dui ma?,,bt i think wun bax..lolx..yeah..was rotting at hm..do lobby today lorx..my hand is full of the sanitizer's smell..yucks..it stinks man..hmMm..den today go wk,first thing charol n jia hao wish me hapi new yr..he he..thx worx..hapi new yr to all..yeah..hmmm..tt'd abt it lorxx..gt some things i cnt publish out..in case lolx..kk..takecaree all my frenz..hapi new yr..may yr 2005 be a fruitful yr to all..*hey frenz..hw u guys spend da laz dae of 2004 arz?lolx..for me,i juz countdown wib 93.3..bt den in da end they nava countdown..bluff me de..den i gong gong lorx..didn't know when 2004 pass*..yeah..tt's hw i spend my laz dae of 2004..hope tt this yr i cn be more smart..dn wan ppl to scold me gong liao..esp..you-noe-hu..

2004-12-31T10:25:00.000+08:00

was in a mixed mood today..early in da morning sumore..haiz..was tossing abt ytd..cnt reali gt to slp..abt da job tingy larz..haiz..den actuali today morning wan to go look for another job wib sb de..budden duno y,wen i woke up in da morning, was feeling damn guilty towards james, n all those hu have taught me before..arRrg..i reali duno lorx..den aft that,finali decide to stay first..c whether i cn cope wib my studies ma..rather dan i nw change job,den cnt cope wib studies,den quit again..lyk very wat lyk dat..den oso dui bu qi to those hu took care of me in da mac larx..den nw w/o him around..think will be beta bax..pray hard lorx..hmMm..nw feeling beta le larz..cz nt dat guilty liao..cz i staying for the time being ma..hehe..lolx..okay..today the laz dae of yr 2004 liao..bb yr 2004..yeah..new yr cuming..hope this cuming 2005 will be a fruitful yr for me, n for all of u guys too..hMm..this yr nt gg to ani count down..sian arz..frenz all living near jurong west..gd lorx..walk lyk dat mb cn reach hm le..den me lehz..haiz..count down sumore will hab to take cab hm liao..haiz..bo bia larz..hu ask me to live so far..sadden man..='<..lolx..nv mind larz..so far no one have wished me hapi new yr yet..haiz..laz yr beta..lolx..okie..i'm being mad..lolx..hapi new yr to all my frenz..sorix arz..sms wan to burst liao,so cnt wish u guys hapi new yr one by one lyk laz yr..sorix arz..hapi new yr to all again..*my condolence to those vitims of the tsunami..for the missing vitims, hope that dey r found safe*

2004-12-29T18:37:00.000+08:00

HmMm..juz came hm nt long ago..haben even step into da hse den mum start to kb liao..wt..no peace..den tok to her, she lyk trying to pick a fight wib me lyk dat..den fine lorx..i cnt be bothered to tok her..dn tok abt it liao..spoilt my mood..zZz..
ytd go to yuying's bbq..was at a country club near yishun..far horx..lolx..it was a sudden decision dat i'm gg..went to meet yvonne n xw at je dere..was late n wet..cz raining ma..hMm..den go dere lorx..blah blah blah..den eat..play..blah blah..reach hm at 11+ lorx..lolx..was tired..bt fun..thx yuying..
lolx..den today leh? hmMm..ask xw if she wans to cum out n do hmwk together ma..den she sae she meeting mq to do hmwk..den mb either go watch movie or go orchard..den i tag along..lolx..hmMm..as usual lorx..nv do hmwk..end up toking..den aft dat go jp catck movie..kung fu..dats where da funi part cums in..we were chatting abt GTBB as we walk into da mall..den suddenli dere was dis guy hu suddenli 'pop' out..[donation de larz]..den xw dio shock..SCREAM OUT..dotz..den me n mq dio scared by her..including da guy n da passer by..dotx..den were lauffing non stop as we walk..[xw arz..ni de fan ying wei man ye tai da le bax?]..lolx..den proceed to buy movie tic lorx..den blah blah..xw wan to go pop to find pop guy..lolx..den abt time liao..go inside n watch lorx..den da movie gt a guy whom xw describe him as ****jie..lolx..den aft da whole ting we reali saw ****jie n **..dey walk into comics collection..lolx..den xw still think ish i bluff her de..lolx..hMm..kung fu arz..was somehw disappointed larx..wasn't reali dat nice as i had expected it to be..wasn't reali dat funi lorx..bt still acceptable larz..yup..dat's abt it liao..tired..kkz..it's da end of da year liao..it's time to do reflection n work hard nxt yr..2C'04 rOx!!..tata..tc!
__here's a little short story for u guys,enjoy__
tell your girlfriend/boyfriend how much they
mean
to you and how much you love them. You'll
never
know... this might be the last time.........

Chinie is a typical college girl who enjoys life
to
the fullest. She loves her boyfriend so much
and
texts him every now and then.

JM is Chinie's boyfriend who works in a call
center
in Ortigas. He's always busy doing so many
things. He only manage to reply to Chinie's
texts
when he got off from work.

One time JM receive a message from Chinie:
"hi baby! how r u? miss u! call me when u come
home k?! tc! lovu!"

JM ignored the message because he always
receive the same message whenever it is time
for
him to go home from work.

"baby,i miss u already! did u eat yet?! take
care when u go home! ill be w8ing 4 ur call.
lovu!"

"baby,where r u?! u're not replying to my msg.
well,ill b here w8ing for ur call! lovu!"

JM reaches home and lay on his bed. The last
time he knew is tha he's reading Chinie's text.
He was so tired he fall asleep and wasn't able
to
return Chinie's call. He can still hear his phone
beeps but he's too tired to take a glimpse on
the
message.

When he woke up the next day, he remember
that
he needs to call Chinie. He ignored the
messages
and dialed Chinie's #. No one's answering in
her
house. He called up her cellphone and he was
surprised that her father answered the call. In
his
voice you can feel his tears and hear his heart
tearing apart.

"JM,why'd u call just now? Chinie's been waiting
for u!"

"Dad sorry.i was tired so i fell asleep.
i called at home but noone answered.wher are
u
now?."

"just wait for us at home"
JM went to Chinie's house and much to his
surprised he saw a lot of people inside. The
house
were so lighted but you can see the gloom on
every person you'll meet there. He was greeted
by
Chinie's mom on tears. She hug him tight
and cried on his shoulders.

"Chinie was waiting for u. she didnt go out with
us coz she was waiting for ur call. she was
killed las night by some robbers who came in
here. she's gone JM, she's gone"

"Ma,Chinie texted me last night..how could that
have happened?!"

JM can't look who's inside the coffin. He can't
move and it feels like his whole body is stucked
on
the chair his seating. He wanted to cry but it
seems that something is blocking his tears to
fall
down. He turn to his phone and read the
messages of Chinie.

"baby, ill be w8ing for u to call. i wont go out
with dad anymore!"

"baby, im scared. i think theres som1
downstairs. pls call me already!"

"baby, theyre here. wut f they kill me.
pls call me. baby where r u? i need you
here now. please baby i can hear them come..."

"baby.... i love you!..."
He wanted to shout and cry so loud. It's true
that
Chinie is waiting for his call. Up to her last
breath
she only thinks about him.

He stare at Chinie inside the coffin. Suddenly
tears starts flowing down his cheeks. He can't
say
anything. The only words he uttered...

"My baby, i'm so sorry! I could have known, i
could
have fight for you! i'm really sorry! I love you
so
much!"
*never ignore the msg frm ur loved ones..reply dem n alwaes be dere for dem..cherish everyone..*

2004-12-21T18:04:00.000+08:00

kkz..update le..hmMm..today arz..nth special lorx..go back to sch..practice clarinet..yeah..guai kia (^.^)..lolx..no larz..cz ytd audition..die till si bei jia lat..tone sux..rhyme [duno hw to spell larz] sux..everythings sux larz..hapi nw?..so today jio liping,chia li go back practice..den we blow lorx..bt den oso gt play..true or dare..budden no one choose dare..dotx..lolz..yeah..simply luv dis game ALOT~~lolx..den actuali tml mq ask me replace her..dotx..i dn wan..cz wana practice again lorx..hMm..thu is sec 1 registation ma..perform cnt take my eyes off u...yuppz..nth much happen today lorx..bt ytd almost break dn..cz it lyk very da dui lian lehz..even sec 1 oso win me?haiz..nvm..i gib up long ago liao..yuppz..my everything sux..nt hapi arz?den too bad lorx..haha..den we today dere sae wana send hu to hougang chalet..den me n chia li kena da president position..cz we dere keep lauffing ma..esp wib da jack jack..soOoOoOo cuTE!!!! lolx..hmMm..wat else arz?die liao..hols cuming to an end..hol assignment haben finish..dotx..muz chiong again..i think many ppl r in da same boat wib me yeah?lolx..hmMm..oh ya..frenz..Bt Merah band will be having a concert at 14.01.05 at VCH..the ticket will be at $6..cheap horx..the repertoire includes blue ridge saga,ross roy, celebration for winds n percussion,to challenge da sky n heavens abv..IT IS DA SAME SONGS dat we usuali blow in sch..so no harm gg..expose..non-band members r oso welcomed..esp..xiaowei..yeah..let me noe if u guys wan tic k?thz a lot..=)

2004-12-11T18:26:00.000+08:00

HmMm..went to work today..was replacing mei qin..dotx..all thx to xw..cor me soooo da early in da morning..bt nvm larx..den go work lorx..ken's shift..den do counter backup,fries..den counter..as in i hv a counter of my own..diaoz..was sooooooo afraid..bt finali over liao..make hui wen n joflin so dulan today, i think? haiz..i bo bian de ma..first day run my very own counter lehz..bt was, i think da one n onli crew hu will owe tea de!!!!! lolz..cnt blame as well larx..no hot water..nt my fault rite? kkz..was finding excuses for myself =P..den wen servicing die lorx..i was lyk..wa..very da jing zhang..haiz..hope will gt used to it..aft servicing i wana punch out liao..bt another gang cum in..den clear liao another gang cum again..dotx..den finali clear liao i hurry up 'zhao'..go punch out..den aft tt heard tt joflin's counter gt xtra $13?..dotx..was lyk huh?soo many extra arz? n sumore i was using her counter in da morning..bt even if i gib customer less change oso dun hv so much xtra rite?i duno larz..den joflin sae she dn dare touch counter liao..haiz..den my counter da amount was correct..heng arz..hope jof dn kena warning letter..*cross finger* [oh ya,btw,heard dat hui wen n jia hao gt full marks for deir counter tingy..congrats]..den aft tt go eat..den go join mq..wait for xw..den pei her go back mac eat..aft tt we go imm..wa..wilber's autograph session le..caught glimpse of him..he's damn shuai..was wearing white collar shirt..den he oso white white de..he's nt dat fat as da company had described him larz..he's cute man..oh!kkz..enuff..dn went to shop..was crapping all da wae..fun man..heard bad things abt him today..well..i duno whether to believe or nt lehz..i choose to ban xing ban yi larx..sumore i dn think dat he will lie to us abt him rite? watever larx..dn reali concerns me..lolz..kk..tt's abt it..a damn long entry again..enjoy reading n takecaree..

2004-12-11T02:39:00.000+08:00

HmMm..went to work today..was replacing mei qin..dotx..all thx to xw..cor me soooo da early in da morning..bt nvm larx..den go work lorx..ken's shift..den do counter backup,fries..den counter..as in i hv a counter of my own..diaoz..was sooooooo afraid..bt finali over liao..make hui wen n joflin so dulan today, i think? haiz..i bo bian de ma..first day run my very own counter lehz..bt was, i think da one n onli crew hu will owe tea de!!!!! lolz..cnt blame as well larx..no hot water..nt my fault rite? kkz..was finding excuses for myself =P..den wen servicing die lorx..i was lyk..wa..very da jing zhang..haiz..hope will gt used to it..aft servicing i wana punch out liao..bt another gang cum in..den clear liao another gang cum again..dotx..den finali clear liao i hurry up 'zhao'..go punch out..den aft tt heard tt joflin's counter gt xtra $13?..dotx..was lyk huh?soo many extra arz? n sumore i was using her counter in da morning..bt even if i gib customer less change oso dun hv so much xtra rite?i duno larz..den joflin sae she dn dare touch counter liao..haiz..den my counter da amount was correct..heng arz..hope jof dn kena warning letter..*cross finger* [oh ya,btw,heard dat hui wen n jia hao gt full marks for deir counter tingy..congrats]..den aft tt go eat..den go join mq..wait for xw..den pei her go back mac eat..aft tt we go imm..wa..wilber's autograph session le..catt. De koste seg veldig med popcorn og Småspioner 2 på DVD.

Kaja og Natalie er hjertelig velkommen til å ligge over når som helst.

2004-12-08T11:28:00.000+08:00

Hw feeling damn tired..nt tired as in those used up a lot of energy de..tired of life..tired of frenz prob..tired of cca..tired of hmwk..tired of moi mood swing prob..tired of moi attitude..tired of everything..yupps..reali tired liao..wo lei le..sumtime was thinking y am i such a failure arx?it's lyk i cnt handle things well..i'm nt popular..my attitude sux..and ppl dn lyk me????? y?y? wat happen? many Ys nw in my mind..bt i dn have ans..i dn hv!i reali duno wat to rite..sum things r juz nt easy to mention out yeah? Mood swing..dis is all i cn sae..reali..i oso dn wan ma..hw i noe y i alwaes gt mood swing..slp a while will be okie le? no..it wun solve it..i reali duno..i felt lyk i'm gg to burst out anytime..gona break down liao..i cnt control myself..sumtimes i dn even noe wat i'm doing..sad..even though i might me smiling,bt no one cn ever noe wat i'm thinking deep in my heart..no one..or shld i sae i hv nt till met anione hu reali understands me..no one? sad..i reali duno wat to blog..though blogging could make me feel beta, bt i'm rong, well, i duno y too..haiz..forget it..if this is my life, it is..i cnt do anithing to it de ma..i gib in le..wo wu ke nai he..chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi..good luck, all my frenz..take caree..

2004-12-07T13:28:00.000+08:00

sian arz..rotting at hm..wonder hw r u guys nw..i miss 2C..arrg..wo hao xiang ni men, dan shi tian xia wu bu shan zi yan xi..ni men yao xiao xin worx..

2004-12-03T14:18:00.000+08:00

hmMm..juz came back frm chalet..dis chalet,hw to sae lehz?nt reali dat fun as i had expected larx..bt end up having mood swing on da first n second dae..the onli dae dat i have enjoyed is da third dae,bt the laz dae liao..was quite sad lorx..+ lots of us gg to the diff klass nxt yr liao..first dae..was very moody..den go start gazing wib RC at duno 1 or 2+..[thx for keeping me company] gt a lot of stars..den very nice..lie dn n watch..den kan hai..aft tt go back at 3+..zzZzzzz at da sofa..was damn noisy..da guys playing ps2 all dae long..wake up at 4.30..c sun rise..bt go dere c nth..haiz..den dae 2..wana go escape de..bt..nvm..den go pick shuna up and den go beach wib mq n xw..go play water..fun..den xw c a jelly fish oso scream..lolz!bt very fun..den sit at da rocks dere n lie dn..the feeling was very shuang..shiok..bt was hot..kena sort of sun burn..den bbq for both daes..bt was nt tt hapi for it lorx..at nite wana go nite walk wib da guys..bt haiz..a lot of dem dun wan..haiz..so sad..den go zZzzz..hmMm..dae 3..was damn sad..cz chalet end le ma..well..haiz..all gd things muz cum to an end ma..izzt?this chalet muz specially thx RC for keeping me company,XW n SM for cheering me up during my mood swing..hmMm..n sorix to wei shan..was hving ,mood swing,so..nt in gd mood..hmMm..kkx..tt's abt it..happy birthday RC!!

2004-11-27T18:37:00.000+08:00

~update update~
sian..tired..yet enjoyable larx..today punch out(off work) at 3..dat is suppose to be my break larx..cz working till 8pm ma..but den duno why time seems to have passed so SLOW arx..den bth..ask kenneth gt enuff crew ma..he sae enuff..enuff gd lorx..i go hm..den i nava punch in again liao..den my things and go outside..tld joflin i punch out le..den she oso bth liao..she oso ask ken to let her go..haha..den we both sit dn wib Azri..was exploring his hp..nth de?! haha..we waiting for nxt wk schedule..bt james was damn busy wib the new product..haiz..den we dere tok tok tok..tld azri n joflin abt da rumours abt me n jh..den in the end i kena teased back by Azri..OmG!den we oso chat abt a lot of thingy lorx..very enjoyable..den me n joflin punched out..servicing!heng arx..I PUNCHED OUT LIAO..yay!lolx..yup..was lyk dat lorx..den dey pei me take 188 den transfer 99..haha..so gd sia..hmMm..heard frm joflin n Azri den dey wana quit liao..dey quit jiu nt fun liao..haiz..nvm larz..i wun saty for very long either..mb 1 more yr nia..at moz aft Os go find another job lorx..tutor?i mean for pri sch de..afr Os..lolx..still long arx..duno care nw..lolx..den aft tt i coop Azri's hp..lolx..was damn funi..den we dere laugh laugh laugh..somemore me n joflin wearing Mac's uniform..bt duno le..we reali mad liao..haha!kkz..tt's abt it..take care my frenz..
*4 more days to klass chalet*yay!

2004-11-25T19:26:00.000+08:00

Long time never update le..bt nvm,since no one bothers to read it anyway. Maybe I dn wan to update le..waste my time rite? Wa paingz..mum nagging again..kb in da morning..juz nw kb again..wa kaoz..my ears dn have peace moment siaz..haiz..forget it.today gt band..sectional..den I oso nt very da hapi larx..some may noe y..den aft tt go ta bao lunch..go chia li’s hse sectional..till 4 bax..frm her hse there can see extremely nice scenery lehz..*envy envy*lolz..hmMm..today’s quite a no of sch’s open hse..gt hua yi,commonwealth,nan hua..den jio frenz go nan hua..all sae I wana go see JH..oMg..i don’t lyk him lorx..n I oso nv miao u lorx..Mr..and sumore he gt camp..might nt be in sch..BT me n JH onli frenz nia..
Lolx..still nt very used to my short hair..bt I rebonded liao..nt cheap siaz..$110..hmmm..looking forward to da upcoming klass chalet..bt band camp was postponed..bt band xchange remain..which means no overnite lorx..hMm..nvm..was more convenience for me anyway..due to the chalet which is on da same dae when we break camp at5.30..dotx..go hm change tingy go there will miss bbq liao..lolx!haha..hmMm..stop here..go have my dinner liao..if nt ltr mum kb again..i want peace arx..lolx!

2004-11-11T17:13:00.000+08:00

Sometimes you need to tell someone that you are sorry

Last night you and your best friend had had a fight.
You decide not to talk to her the next day.

She smiles at you.
You grinde your teeth at her.

She tells her friends nice things about you.
You spread Bad rumors about her.

She tries to come and talk to you.
But you puh her aside.

She thinks you are a great friend.
You think she is a terrible friend.

She writes nice notes to you, telling you the best times they had had together.
You write all the bad.

Deep down you know she's sorry.
But all you have is hate.

The next day at school you find a note on your desk. It reads:

Dear Isabella,

I tried to tell you yesterday,
But you didn't let me speak,
I tried to tell you good things,but you were afraid to hear them.
I tried to smile at you,
to take away the hate.
But now it's time to tell you, even though it's a bit late.
That i am dieing.
I have a bad tumor in my stomach and it is getting bigger.I'm sorry to have to tell you that i wont be able to go to school today.
I wrote this to you today in the hospatal.
My time is up.
I'm sorry i should have told you sooner.
I'm really sorry about our argument,you are such a great friend.
I promise i shall watch over you,

Lots of love

Katie.

Isabella ran to the hospital to tell her she was sorry,
But only her mum was left.

Her hand claped over her face.
And she was crying. Down on her knees she prayed,
for her daughter Katie to come back.

You, Isabella were too late.
You wish you told her sooner and got to say goodbye.

All freinds have their ups and downs, and sometimes you need to say sorry.
Don't wait for her to do it first.
Because you never know what could happen.

2004-11-02T18:24:00.000+08:00

k larx..finali gt ppl reading my blog liao*grin*..lalala..gt back the streaming result liao..was in E3=3C..lalala..today is da concert rehearsal for all da performing arts..[seriously,i'm thinking why am i still blogging with no ppl reading]band is da 4th item..first is CO,den mr phor's speech..lalala..den ish malay dance den ish band..wa lao..our stand horx..LAC..tt's all i cn sae..me n liping dere damn frustrated..den my attitute was damn bad towards her..+ da morning thing..haiz..felt reali guilty aft tt..aft all,hu wuld wan this kind of things to happen..rite?sorix..if my temper or attitute is bad in future..tell me..i'm refering to all my frenz..k?sori liping..ltr msg her a sori msg..haiz..den was bad bad n bad..mr phor commented on every performance..he sae tt the standard is nt as high as the public concert..of cz larx..onli two wks aft exam lehz..bt nvm..practice make perfect..sec 1s..buck up..we reali nd u guys..nt for juz this time,bt oso for cuming SYF..den lalala..finish all liao den thought cn go hm le..cz CO,choir all sayonara liao..bt for us,sectional practice..omg!joe sae sectional den he go hm..dotx..heard frm mabel tt he's too angry..hw cn lyk tt de?nt juz he angry ma..nvm..lalala..den da sec 2s n liyana go practice ourselves while mabel n stephanie teach da sec 1s..lalala..den we blow da song we lyk..so song..da stupid me..drink water oso kena choke..dotx..haha..lalala..den 5pm liao we auto go keep instrument w/o the band leader or ms lai's permission..hu cares?n arx..dotx..was reali bs wib ms lai this morning..suan le..tt's abt it..n for those hu didn't do well for streaming,tt's nt da end of the world..buck up for ur O level..show others dat u cn..u will succeed if u believe u cn do it..JiA yOu!!

2004-10-19T15:51:00.000+08:00

Today gt back i think is all the paper le..woa..cnt believe sia..I FAILED MY ENGLISH!!!!!!!fail english=retain..diaox..cnt believe my eyes..i was there lyk?!?!?! haiz..sec 2..cnt afford to fail any subject,let alone english!!bt den overall for da entire year gt pass lorx..bud it's juz pass..omg..hw am i gg to survive..and mr lim still bring da whole box of tissue..cz he noe will have ppl cry de ma..den 2C lyk gt quite a few failers..den pass de oso lyk border line pass..haiz..reali very chaim..other klass oso didn't do well...oso lyk juz pass onli lorx..this is a killer paper..sob..me very da sad..felt very helpless lorx..den my result was lyk shit..totally kns..all 60+ nia..nt even a sub hit 70..except for maths..bt still lyk shit lorx..study till so hard still gt this kind of result..den may i ask wat's da use of studying?is it dat i dn put in enuff effort,or it's bcz of da chers?no..i have tried my bez le..'just try ur bez cn le'..this is wai i always heard..bt if i really so suay didn't make it for me eng for entire yr hw?retain?drop to NA?NO NO!!!i dn wan!!!!though i ask mr lim to hlp me calculate le..den he sae gt pass for entire yr..i still dn reali believe..dn ask me hw much i gt..dn hurt me even further..gib me a break..i really really nd a break..though i didn't score well for my papers..bt i think i deserve a break after all..for my effort which was nt paid off..i reali dn noe wat to do le..felt lyk breaking dn anytime,even wen mr lim asked me juz nw..break dn in klass too..i dn now wat happened to me..let me off..i'm so tired..a big thanks to saw bian,xiao wei and wendy for ur words juz nw..thx for consoling me..thx a lot..thankiew..mr lim,my mum and dose hu encourage/wished me luck before exams,sori to let ur dn..i didn't mean to..really..i have tried my bez le..shu man,mei qin..i finally realise hw ur feel nw..i believe god will show us the way..ttakecaree..

2004-10-13T13:03:00.000+08:00

just drop by..yay..sub dat nd to study finally over le!!!ltr hv to go find my colour pencil for tml's art le..ttakecaree everyone..

2004-10-04T15:12:00.001+08:00

Sunday---Monday morning
This is wat i wrote in da morning..so might as well post it...

Oh my god!The time now is only 1.55am!okiE,nt i boliao dn wan to slp larx..is muz revise but there is something i'm so angry/disappointed at, beta get it off my chest.
Was crying ytd,now eys pain pain le.Was utterly angry wib her ytd.I hate her for lying to mw whenever i ask her for a new hp (I"M NOT EVEN ASKING HER TO PAY FOR ME).I hate her for lying.She is so fake!Say wat if i earn money myself den buy,den now i work le leh?Give me LOTSA CRAP abt wat nt dn wan let me buy, is dn wan me to follow trend.Oh,pls larx,u think i'll appreciate those crap izzt?Now i onli noe thay u lie to me!YOU LIE TO ME!I hate liar!The trust in you has been destroyed by you,YOURSELF.so dn blame me on da decision dat i'm nt gone folk out a single cent to pay for my sec 3 bks, even if i earn my own money now.You forced me to make this decision,so dn blame me for my nasty decision,because since you dn keep ur promise,den y shld i?And to update u,the fone is nt dat expensuve as u think it is..this is da 21st century!

Monday
Okie..at least my frenz make me very happy..so enjoyable being wib dem..and wan to thx xiaowei and yvonne for ytd..thankiew..let me start off wib today..today gt 3 free periods..DNT and homecon cher nt here ma..den mr long cope 1 period lorx..nvm..hmMm..today gt good news..hassan hlp us book "chalet"..woo hoo..thx hassan..it's on da 1st-3rd of dec..woo hoo..haha..den me so far confirm gg lorx..hmMm..den was simply wasting my time larx..go ask ppl if they wan to go "chalet" ma..den so far respond quite good..bt i dn noe if that person gg ma..we both dn reali lyk dat person lorx..bt since hassan sae ask all if nt unfair, den jiu ask lorx..scouts is juz so fair..haha..no offence..blah blah..den finally sch ends..haha..go locker blah blah..den go canteen da bao..den saw him..so we tease her anh him..haha..was laughing all da way..den we purposely walk back to buy drinks..xw treat us to it..thankiew..haha..den lyk dat lorx..so enjoyable..kk..nw to my personal prob..gave her silence protest ytd..den nw nt dat angry le..cz i noe myself da best..if i wan it..i will gt it sooner or ltr..kk..exams reali cuming le..wun be updating till exams r over..it's juz 10 more days..we cn do it de..gambette frenz..